Confessions

hola!

2007-03-23T22:30:00.000Z

hello! How's everyone?? WOW..it's been over 1 month since i last updated! Shows how i am nt one of those blog addicts..like karin and syawal..and farah. Guess wat!? ..hehe..u probably alreadi kno wat i'm abt 2 say...

SPAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've just finished packing..but i took me quite a long time..since i had to unpack cuz i realised my suitcase was too small..so i switched to a bigger 1! and i had to squash everything in to fit! ARGH! how am i gonna bring everiting back den?? I NEED 2 SHOP LOADZ IN SPAIN! my mum gav me like 500 euros to spend in Spain..dat's like equivalent to 300 pounds! and dat's a staggering RM 2100..4 a week! ..WOW..my mum loves me! =] LOL..

i'm TOO hyper!! I CANT WAIT!! YAY ME!!!..bt..i'll miss u guys so badly..*hugs* love u crazy lot! hehe..well, bye! take care of yourselves!

Love,
ally [ur awwy pawwy!]

Valentine's Day

2007-02-13T19:13:00.000Z

Currently listenin to...Roses by Outkast..

Here, it's still 7.11 pm so not exactly 14th yet! bt oh well, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY PPL!

Been a long long long long long long long long long long long long long long lo..[u gt da point] time since i updated..so since i promised karin i will..here i am =)

Tomorrow, no plans realli..bt wanna go 2 cinema and watch Epic Movie..any1 watched it? Da trailer was funni so hoping da movie is..it's like Scary Movie..bt it's nt scary at all and it's very funny..films like Harry Potter, Superman, X-men, Chronicles of Narnia, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Borat and such are in it..bt Scary Movies actualli scared me..T.T i kno, i'm weird =P

It's Valentine's Day 2morroe and i stil dont kno wat 2 giv him =( any suggestions?

Jenn + Dan

2007-01-19T19:08:00.000Z

HEY! Sorri havnt up8 much..cuz of exams..BT NOW, NO MORE EXAMS!! WOOT!! Go me! Go me! BT den agen, GCSE OPTIONS…I hav no idea wat 2 do 4 it! HELP? Anywayz..went on9..karin made me gt in2 dis crazy convo which I hav no idea wth dey were talking abt..AT ALL..maybe I’m just blur all da time..

Den, Jenn came on..and I was like teasing her..abt dis guy named Dan..and omg, he is such a total weirdo! He’s like so freakin tall! Abt 6 foot! No wonder y ppl call him BIG D..and besides..he looks weird..lol..jokin..well newayz da convo goes sumthin like dis:

Jenn : I dnt fanc him at all
ME! : wateva Jenn!
Jenn : He just a reli gd mate
Jenn : no no! I DNT fanc him
Jenn : he’s just reli easy 2 tlk 2
ME! : oh rite
ME! : u don’t FANCY him
ME! : u LOVE HIM!
Jenn : no
ME! : haha!
JENN LOVE DAN
JENN LOVE DAN
Jenn : yer I love him but ntin that way (NOTE: “I love him”)
ME! : =O U ADMIT IT! U SAID U LOVE HIM!
Jenn : yer I do but definitely not fanc love him
ME! : ooh la la (I hav no idea y I said dat..just in a frenchx mood)
ME! : U SAID U DO!

.....SO..from wat u heard, or seen, JENN DID say “I LOVE HIM”! so ya, u’re on my side rite? Cuz I told Stace(my otha fren) “Jenn said she love Dan!!!” and she was like really!?! And I was like “ya! And some otha words..bt ya, lets nt minds da otha words!” SO YES, I DID SAY SOME OTHA WORDS..so it’s far enough rite? Afta dat, she was like I’m gonna tell everyone..trust me, SHE HAS DA BIGGEST MOUTH..and in like literally 1 min, it reached 2 Dan!!

U c, Dan is dis guy hu asked Jenn out a month ago..bt Jenn rejected..bt dey’re stil frenz..bt Jenn n Dan like talks 24/7..seriously, like da otha day, we went 2 mall wif him..Jenn and Dan were like talking all da time..and den he had 2 go and left early..like 5 mins afta he left..he texted Jenn! And dey kept on txting until ……hu knos wen! And so..iv he finds out dat Jenn likes..no no, LOVES him..he will go crazy..and

JENN IS SOO GONNA KILL ME! Bt it’s nt my fault rite?

Bt u’re on my side, rn’t u? SAY U ARE and u gt a cookie!!!

NO UPDATES

2007-01-11T20:03:00.000Z

Sry I havnt been up8in regularly..EXAMS..well, u guys havnt realli updated much either..SO HA!..i am supposed 2 do revision..since well, my exams r in 3 days, n well, i havnt revise a bit..and i am so gonna die..da 1st french listenin exam was a total disaster...I just want da exams over wif! ARGH!

Tomorrow, Spanish Listening + Art exam..perfect don't u fink? and yes, i'm bein sarcastic..today, went in2 town..as in da mall..wif my frens and dey also brought their frens..leavin me a total loner..hmmph..though i did meet Jenn's Dan..(she claims she doesnt like him..bt oh ya, SHE SO LOVES HIM!) and James..frm Natalie..and we did hav fun..so oh well..i can just kill dem 2morrow 4 leavin me..muahahaha..bt one thing i had learnt frm todays experience is to...NEVER WEAR HEELS TO THE MALL KNOWING U R GONNA BE THERE FOR 3 HOURS AND TONS OF STAIRS WIF A HEAVY BAG OVER YOUR SHOULDER AND FREAKISH WIND STORM BLOWING AT YOU AND GOING UP A GIANTIC HUGE HILL! ..*sigh* my new heels..totally dead..ARGH!

OTHA than dat, today was actually fun! but i also discovered something, 80% of guys are total perverts..T.T LIKE WAAAAAAAY perverty.for example : WAYNE..and also James..rite, me and my frenz was at a cd store..2 help him find a present for his fren..and my fren found dis book and da title was like: PORNO..T.T and we were like..EW y da heck would u even pick dat up? and James deliberately got up and got da book and flicked over da pages..T.T yes..ALL MEN ARE PERVERTED PERVERTS..well maybe NOT ALL...BUT MOST..

1st day back of 2007

2007-01-03T22:17:00.000Z

1st day back afta da break..and no1 realli changed..well since Sept..every1's stil same ol dem..which is gd i guess..except those bitchy ones..hu calls everyone a bitch..which i so dont get..bt 1 thing dat changed was dat it's all abt da exams rite now..*sigh* SATs this SATs that..ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! cant take it anymore and its onli da 1st day bak...more exams coming up so i cant realli go on9 dat often...oh yes, skool sooooo sux! 2007 is certainly nt gettin off to a gd start..

P.S : KARIN, u stupid gorilla monkey..didnt txt bak..now, i'm mad at u as well!!

KARIN LOVES YI SIANG

2007-01-02T19:22:00.000Z

today's post is abt KARIN!!! and her oh so beloved YI SIANG!!! (tho, ya...i dun even kno da guy) and i hav proof dat karin loves him!! muahahahaha! and i shall show it 2 da world!!

Dis was 2day's convo wif karin ::

Ally (me) : KARIN LOVE YI SIANG!!!!!!!!!!!
Ally (me) : love u 2!
Karin : cyaz
Ally (me) : bye!
Karin : muwaaaxx
Ally (me) : dream of him 2nite!! :P
Karin : I DONT
Ally (me) : uh-huh
Karin : I LOVE U ALLYYY
Karin : MWAX MWAX
Karin : MARRY MEEEEE
Ally (me) : ...T.T
Ally (me) : was dat directed 2 yi siang??
Karin : LETS RUN AWAY TOGETHERRR
Ally (me) : ...okay, I'M JUST GONNA PRETEND DAT'S DIRECTED 2 YI SIANG
Ally (me) : :-O YOU'RE SLEEP TALKIN 2 YI SIANG

Oh yes, KARIN SO LOVES HIM! she's even dreamin and sleep talkin 2 him..lil karin so in love..awwwwwwwww she wants 2 marry him and run away togetha wif him...isnt dat sweet???

new year!

2007-01-01T16:30:00.000Z

Every year, everyone changes. Every year, I change. If I look back right now, since I first came to England, well, I hav to agree, I HAVE changed..A LOT! Bt, I’m guessing, or hoping, it’s a good change.

This year I have to admit, has been one of the best years ever. It just hit me that it has been almost 5 months since I came back to Malaysia. I think that that may be the reason why this year has been the best. Well, honestly, at first, I was really excited that I was going back, then, I was terrified. (and no, not JUST because of the creepy things that was happening in KL and Johor) In the end, the trip was like a dream..it’s like I cant remember anything before the trip. SERIOUSLY. It’s like everything that happened since I was in England just completely wiped out of my brain! AND YES, I DO HAV A BRAIN, EXCUSE YOU! It’s really confusin, innit?

If I were to write abt every wonderful thing that happened in 2006, I wouldn’t know where to begin for 2006 has been…a fantasy. A dream came true. So ya, 2006 totally ROCKED!!

I just wondered how 2007 will be like? Hopefully, it’ll be great! But all that’s ahead of me are exams and revisions. I seriously wonder if 2007 is gonna sux…probably will, probably won’t. Whatever happens happens. Well, to tell you the truth, at the last hour before midnight, I was in tears…no, not tears of joy, just simple sad tears. And even at midnight, I spent the first minutes of the New Year alone…all alone…seeing all the fireworks reminded me of…all you lot! When I used to stand in my balcony watching as the fireworks launch at KLCC…at that point, I really missed you all and him.

Well, 2007 is a new start so, I guess, I might as well put the past away. Even when I slept, I dreamt about the past. Perhaps, it was the future. But what I do know is that the past or the future just wasn’t something I could control.

All I really could say now is…HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!! 2007 is gonna rock!! (hopefully)

BOUNCING AWAY!!

2006-12-29T20:32:00.000Z

Sorry syawal, i changed da layout..i didn't like it dat much newayz...since it's coming to the end of the year, i wanted a skin dat was a more me..cuz da last 1 was a lil too dark for me..and dis 1..IT'S FUN..AND BOUNCY..BOUNCY!!! I LOVE BOUNCY STUFF!!!! YAY ME!!! =D At da start, i was just searching for brighter skins..like really bright colours!! YELLOW!! ..okay, i like yellow so wat? ..and no karin, i am not a yellow freak..nor a pink freak!! SO DER!

DEN, I FOUND DIS SKIN!! I started playing wif da bouncy thingys..and gt addicted LOL! i sat der in front of comp 4 bout 5-7 mins playing wif it! YES, i was bored..T.T and it's SO BOUNCY!! though it doesnt hav bright colours..it's bouncy!! so..ya, dat's fair enough..!!

oh and i gt addicted 2 dis song, it's kinda sad..and slow:-

daddy's little girl by Frankie J

[Verse 1:]
He drops his suitcase by the door
She knows her daddy won't be back anymore
She drags her feet across the floor
Tryna hold back time to keep him holding on
And she says

[Pre Chorus:]
Daddy Daddy don't leave
I'll do anything to keep you
Right here with me
Can't you see how much I need you

Daddy Daddy don't leave
Mommy's saying things she don't mean
She don't know what she's talking about
Somebody hear me out

[Chorus:]
Father listen
Tell him that he's got a home and he don't have to go
Father save him
I would do anything in return
I'll clean my room
Try hard in school
I'll be good
I promise you
Father, Father
I pray to you

[Verse 2:]
Now she hasn't slept in weeks
She don't want to close her eyes cause she's scared that he'll leave
They tried just about everything
It's getting harder now
For him to breathe
And she says

[Pre Chorus:]
Daddy Daddy don't leave
I'll do anything to keep you
Right here with me
Can't you see how much I need you

Daddy Daddy don't leave
The doctors are saying things they told me
They don't know what they talking about
Somebody hear me out

[Chorus:]
Father (father) listen (listen)
Tell him that he's got a home and he don't have to go (don't have to go)
Father (father) save him
I would do anything in return
I'll clean my room
Try hard in school
I'll be good
I promise you
Father, Father
I pray to you

[Hook:]
Please don't let him go (don't let him go)
I'm begging you so (I'm begging you so)
There open his eyes
There ain't no more time
To tell him that I love him more
The many thing in the world
Is Daddy's little girl

[Chorus:]
Father (father) listen (listen)
Tell him that he's got a home and he don't have to go (don't have to go)
Father (father) save him
I would do anything in return
I'll clean my room
Try hard in school
I'll be good
I promise you
Father, Father

She was Daddy's Little Girl
Mmmmm Oh

OH not so silent night..

2006-12-27T19:37:00.000Z

heya! hope u all enjoyed ur christmas! cuz i sure did! though it was very tiring...well, firstly, on christmas morning, i woke up at 8.30 am..but since my sis was hogging the bathroom, i went bak 2 sleep..cuz i was realli sleepy..i slept at 2 am last nite! Finally awaken, afta my dad marched into my room and ordered me 2 wake up..(u just cant find peace in da house anymore..*sigh*) Den, changed and bla bla bla all dat junk..we set off in da car..and went 2 my aunts house..dey gt ready and went wif us 2 my other aunts(i hav so many aunts T.T)

We reached 2 her working place..a restaurant..bt she was working so we ate..A LOT..i was hungry!!..cant blame me..2 hours in da car wifout any food or breakfast!! we ate wif my uncle (my aunt's whose working's hubby) and my cousins! Dey r so young..onli 3,5 and 7..i feel so OLD..(noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!) and TALL..(4 da 1st time eva! though i was wearing high heels BUT lets ignore dat)

Den, went 2 my cousin's house and we(my cousins and i) played..C, I AM STIL A KID!! YAY ME!! I'M NOT OLD!!!!!! bt we did kinda played very childish game..for example..hide and seek!!! (i was suffocating in da cupboard!) and the 3 lil pigs (and excuse u, I WASNT A PIG!)..oh and we jumped on da bed..well my cousins and my sis did..i had 2 carry dem and den drop dem so dey could bounce on da bed..like trampolining..except...one of my cousin was really REALLY REALLY HEAVY..i almost dropped her on da floor..T.T..at da end, i couldnt feel my arms..AT ALL

afta dat, we had 2 go..2 my otha aunt's house..and by da time we had 2 go, it was alreadi around 4-5 ish..it was so sad..cuz my lil cousin cried..i feel so sorry for her..bt she did gave me chocolate!! =D i love my lil cousin!! SHE GAVE ME CHOCOLATE!!! CHOCOLATE!!!!!!!!..

later, we reached 2 my otha aunts house, 1 hour l8r..der, we had steamboat..it was okay bt i dont realli like raw food..cuz u cant realli tell iv it's cooked or nt..which is y i dont realli sushi either..LAST TIME, SUSHI..AT SUSHI KING..*shivers*

SO..afta steamboat, it was so BORING..2 prevent myself frm dying of boredom, i joined in 2 play masak-masak wif my sis and cousins..i felt really kiddy! =D like old times! except..wifout da screaming...my sis wasnt very..."co-operative" wif my cousins..so it's wasnt exactly a silent christmas..NT WIF ALL DA SHOUTING

Driven mad by the screaming, i stepped out and played bulls*** wif my sis and dad..my dad was always honest and didnt cheat..while my sis was always cheating..and me...i suck at dis game..i always get caught if i'm cheating..! so unfair! i sux at lying..its like i cant lie..so suck-ish..=(

oh..and today, der was MONSTER SALES EVERYWHERE!!!..bt i'll post 2morrow..okie?

merry christmas every1

2006-12-24T23:08:00.000Z

hey, nuthin much 2 say..bt just wanna wish every1 a very merry christmas! and happy new year..wonder if it'll snow 2morrow? bt i doubt it..it would take a miracle 2 hav snow in da southeast on christmas..bt maybe, it could happen..

2morrow goin 2 my aunt's house...too bad my cousins r way younger than me..bt dey're so cute! Last time i visited, i remember dat my cousin laughed til she literally fall off her chair and her cheeks bright pink! and no kiddin! And all i did 2 make her laugh so hard was drawin a clown..either that it looks funny or it was really crap..T.T Den, b4 i left, she gave me a drawing..of a garden(which i kinda lost now)..and a baby pic of her(i hav no idea y she gave me dat)bt stil, she's so sweet!

newayz, g2g...plannin ways 2 annoy my older sis wif my lil sis..muahahaha! cuz she said i had a weird name cuz allison has 2 l's..T.T..afta all, she named me allison! THREE CHEERS FOR SWEET REVENGE!! i shall torture her until she is miserable!! muahahaha..bt stil, it's in da christmas spirit 2 annoy ur sis..!! so i'm actually am nice..I AM!! *PUPEYES* =)

finally..UPDATING!

2006-12-21T22:51:00.000Z

its been a long time since i updated..8th dec..and now, it's ..21 DECEMBER! lol..it's been a VERY long time den...well, i've been busy..WATCHING NARUTO! hehe..yes, i've become addicted..a month ago, i was princess hours addicted..now, its da naruto addiction! In a week, i've managed to catch up to episode 103! YAY ME!..just wondered how many more episodes r der?! all i kno is it's 250+ *sigh*...my eyes are already blurry now! Its been stuck to da screen for 8 hours..no, actualli..9 hours 21 mins! WOW..dats my highest record..9 hours! let's make it 10! Just 1 more episode 4 2day..hehe..

OMG..would u believe it? IT'S 4 DAYS TIL CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! SO EXCITED..ABOUT PRESSIES! ..which reminds me..i stil havnt bought all my pressie...aww..too lazy 2 hit da streets..rather stay at home and watch NARUTO! (wat?! i told u i was addicted!) and i am actualli learnin japanese frm it! i watch it on youtube, eh! Here, it onli previews on Jetix and so far, it's onli up 2 40 episodes..i was too excited! so decided 2 go ahead and watch it on youtube...so much quicker! 2day, i watched frm episode 85 - episode 103! dats..erm..103 - 85 =...need comp calculater..too lazy 2 count it! WOW..18 EPISODES..in 1 day! no wonder y my eyes r so blurry..i couldnt stop..i'm OBSESSED.

newayz, otha than dat, no, i hav ABSOLUTELY NO OTHA PLANS dis holidays, except my parents always lecturing me 2 study...which means, ~~MORE~~ REVISION..*sigh*..my exams r in January..how troublesome..

well, g2g..CONTINUE WATCHING! HA! =D

THIS TIME

2006-12-08T19:25:00.000Z

Blogger betta works..or else, it'll face the nuclear bombs agen!! Newayz, just finish talkin 2 karin, so stupid..wan 2 go 2 bed..leavin me all alone..='( bt ha! natalie signed in so der! YOUR EVIL PLAN OF LARRY-IFYING ME HAS FAILED!! muahahaha! LOSER...

how dare you say dat i dun txt him enough?! i love him wif all my heart, k? and besides, i do txt him alot..no matter how u define a lot! and i hav proof! c, i topped up, well my mum paid 4 me, 15 pound creds last week..and in a week, it went down to..hm..let me check.......ALAMAK!!!!!!!! 6 POUNDS ONLI!!!!!! I SPENT 9 POUNDS IN A WEEK TXTING!!! i'm doomed..D-O-O-M-E-D!!(yay, i can spell doom! i'm NOT dumb) BT AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! my mum is so gonna murder me....I'M DEAD...

so now, i can prove dat i DO txt him...so DER KARIN FAM!!!

TOTAL NUTTER HU COULDN'T STOP LOVING HER COMP AND KENNY..NOT U! KARIN (UNLESS..U R KARIN! DEN YES, IT'S DIRECTED TO U! HA!)

I'M GOING OUT 2MORROW! yay! shopping! hopefully! for christmas pressie..bt I AM TOTALLY BROKE..BROKE BROKE..AS IN P-K...i am doomed..ahhhhhhhhhhh! need 2 ask mum for money =D hopefully she's in a good mood..! *sigh* dis week so much homework + tests! everyday gt test! and continues nxt week 2!! feel so stressed out..!!!

nxt week is Rag week..where teachers makes fools out of demselves on stage..and we get 2 watch! YAY US! stupid teachers are STUPID afta all! and CLASSROOM INVASIONS..where we as gd students pay money 2 sixth formers 4 charity 2 disturb our lessons..bt it's expensive! £ 6 for 2 class..dat's like hmm..6 X 7 = rm 56! for about like 10-20 mins invasion..my class booked for Spanish class cuz da teacher is so funny! apparently, i'm one of his gd students..c, I AM A GOOD! =D hehe..he just havn't seen da otha crazy side of me..! And also PSHE..dunno wat it stands for..bt it's against our form teacher..Miss Delamotte..haha! she doesn't kno wat's coming..muahahahaha! But now, da spanish teacher wanna backs out..and even said "i think i'm coming down wif a flu *cough*" ya rite..he can't stay away from us! we will just invade his house iv we hav 2!!!!!!!!!

newayz, nt sure wat i'm dressing up as..naughty skool gurl's theme is OUT..teachers dun allow anymore..besides, Y DA HELL WOULD U DRESS UP AS A NAUGHTY SKOOL GURL in front of PERVERTED TEACHERS..? especially OLD PERVERTED TEACHERS!?! so now, all i'm left wif is HEROES OR VILLIANS..and so far, i got 2 choices: Cruella de Vil or Queen of Hearts (FYI: DEY R VILLIANS!)

Cruella de Vil : EVIL AND ULTIMATE BADDIE (ranked 6th on TOP Villian on Disney)

Queen of Hearts : PSYCHO(describes me best!) AND BAD TEMPERED (ranked 15th on TOP Villian on Disney)

so u ppl help me choose!??

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!

2006-12-07T19:30:00.000Z

I AM SO FED UP WIF BLOGGER!!! I SPENT AGES ON MY POST AND DEN SUDDENLY, INTERNET EXPLORER BLA BLA BLA..DEN I CLICK ON DUN REPORT AND *POOF* DA WHOLE GONE..SO I HAV DECIDED NOT TO UPDATE 2DAY! CAN NOT B BOTHERED AND WAT IF IT GOES *POOF* AGEN? I'LL JUST KEEP ON DESTROYIN BLOGGER ON DA WEBSITE KARIN GAVE ME!!! NUCLEAR BOMB..YAY! =D DESTROY BLOGGER..DIE BLOGGER..DAT'S RITE..DIE..MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!

PEEK-A-BOO!

2006-11-29T19:56:00.000Z

heya! last post, i kinda rushed off sumwhere...went 2 meeting..(wow..dat sounds..OLD) in skool..bout dis voluntary work thing called duke of edinburgh award..i fink cuz it's international, der's also 1 in Malaysia..nt sure..and da voluntary work well is basically..HARD WORK..u hav 2 spend about a year doin it and at least 1 hour a week and 1 meeting every skool day...bt stil, look on da bright side, u gt 2 go on expeditions and camp! in a FOREST wif mud and snails...carryin a huge rucksack..and sleep in a tent...!! Bt oh well, it'll b fun!.........i hope....

newayz, where was i? oh ya, half way screaming SPAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...yes, I'M GOING 2 SPAIN! YAY ME!! and all u suckas aren't! HA! j/k..

Why?

- school trip and i gt picked cuz i handed it in early + i gt rejected from the Paris trip so I'm going 2 Spain instead!

How?

- ON A PLANE!!!!!!!!!!!! (ok, dis is OBVIOUSLY nt my first time(otherwise, how did i get here? walk?) bt stil I'M SO EXCITED cuz it's wif my frenz!!!)

Where?

- did u nt hear me wen i yelled SPAIN!?!??!??!??!?!??!?

When?

-24th March til 30th March 07 (i kno, it's his birthday..bt stil, den i can txt him in SPAIN! LOL)

bt da problem is dat it cost 531 pounds which means...

531 x 7 = RM 3717

o0o0o0o0o0o..didn't realise it would b dat much..it's almost da same price as the Malaysia plane ticket..bt just..200 pounds less....besides, da frenz dat could go wif me rn't realli my best m8s, da onli 1 hu is my best m8 dat could go alreadi hav a partner, leavin me ALL ALONE!! ='(

oh and 2day i gt my MATHS results bak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i couldn't believe my eyes when i gt my paper bak..88%! i was like.."erm, teach...dis isn't mine" den, i saw my name on it and was like literally jumping! compared 2 my results last year, it was about 41% difference..T.T..wow, i do SUX in maths...

and I gt my history bak..AN A!! yay me..woohoo woohoo woohoo..go me..i'm a genius..woohoo..ok..maybe I'M NOT..bt stil, i can hav my 1 moment..!!!

i WAS hyper these few days..i hav no freakin idea why though...i just was! EXTREMELY HYPER dat my teacher even had 2 ask me 2 shut up and calm down..i mean, come on, usually, u ppl say i'm VERY shy and untalkative.....evil ppl..

SPAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-11-27T18:26:00.000Z

YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY ME!!!!!!!!

Talking 2:: AMANDA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Listening 2:: I'm a fool or sumthing - Stay

i feel so happy 2day!!!! all out of sudden, i feel happy!! well, at 1st, I feel stressed cuz I had a maths exam and I kept revising..so stressy..haih

first it was PE..went on da trampoline..I kept fallin and slipping ='( bt oh well, it was fun!! I gt 2 do a sit drop and a half turn *BOUNCEY!!*bt 2morrow it's da last lesson on trampoline..so sad..and just wen i started 2 hav fun..='(

den, it was MATHS..i was too busy bouncing dat i 4got about my Maths exam..bt luckily, it turned out ok..bt da test is like also taken by Maths Top Sets..(I'm in Set 3 = NT A TOP SET) Surely for them it must hav been easy..i had 2 revise for ova 3 hours until i can actualli memorise it...guess, dis is wat u gt 4 bein dumb..

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later, it's Religion Studies, we were handed out A3 paper 2 make a poster on Evolution Theory..it was shockingly fun! though all i gt up 2 was da title! bt it's a very nice title! ..i fink! well at least my fren fink so! and we spent like half an hour tryin 2 draw a monkey!! Bt as usual, Eleanor steals my idea of da monkey and took it as hers....DUN U FREAKIN DAMN H8 COPYCATS?!??!!?

den, English! I thought Miss Goodsell(weird name,huh?) would be in..bt "sadly" no! which is SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and we were muckin about...bt den...da headmistress walks in and we were like WOAH...bt she's nt actualli dat strict..a bit of a pushova realli..and we onli did our work in 15 mins..and da headmistress let us do our Year 9 assembly rehersal since it's like on Wednesday and we havn't done anythin on it..

LUNCH--------------------------><----------

As i got in my form room, it was completely trashed...as in properly trashed..everythin was everywhere...sandwich der...paper der...even like crisps were everywhere..TOTAL DISGUSTIN SIGHT..later around 2 pm when we were playin wif our phones, we saw a toaster outside da window...a steamin burning toaster..no NOT DA TOAST..DA TOASTER..and we were like WTF? it was stil steamin about 5 mins l8r! Ppl from otha forms came to see the toaster! Den, Mr. Dickinson(Y does so many teacher hav strange name!?) came to da scene wif a water bottle and poured water ova da toaster...we were laughin at him at dat point..den, he dragged da toaster all da way bak to T block..so funni!

Afta dat, we (me and my m8s) just kept talking about all sorts of thing from Casino Royale James Bond guy about how he's so fit and dat...and i was just like EW..he's so OLD...y can't dey gt a young HOT guy 2 be James Bond..nt like Stormbreaker though..dat guy was neither hot nor at all FIT...y can't dey gt JESSE MCCARTNEY OR SUMTHIN???

Later, I recieved a letter dat.....I'M GOING TO SPAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WAS PRACTICALLY JUMPING!!! bt nt all of my fren could go..about 5 got rejected bt 6 frm my form includin me gt in!Bt i'm nt sure iv I wan 2 go...I'll tell u da details l8r! need 2 do my history project..due in Wednesday and i hav 2 cook Chilli Con Carne 2morrow 4 food tech so need 2 gt all da ingredients ready and stuff..so much 2 do..haih!

braces off!!

2006-11-24T17:53:00.000Z

LALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALA~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

woo! went 2 da orthodontics yesterday and da orthodontist say i'm gettin it off in January!!! YAY ME!!!!! FINALLY!!!!!!!! these long long 9 months..it'll b 11 months in January, almost a year wif braces..bt den, he also said i will need retrainer 4 like a month i fink den PERFECT TEETH!! I'M FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....well...nt yet....

and all u suckas r gettin ur braces...fine..i wun b dat mean..i'm sowwi....I'LL BE VERY SUPPORTIVE...well at least..i'll TRY to be supportive...braces actualli hurt..well at least 4 da first few weeks..i hav 2 eat pasta or porridge 4 like da first 2 weeks...so sad...

oh no, i just realised da day i hav 2 go 2 da orthodontics is da same day wen i hav my Year 9 mock SATs (practice SATs)..must change date den..='( den it'll be delayed..hopefully, it can b forwarded..den YAY..iv nt..='( boo...and my real SATs r on 8th May til 11th May..='( i feel like cryin..and apparently, i hav 2 choose da subjects i wan 2 do 4 GCSE and wat i wan 2 do 4 da rest of my life in 3 months..no pressure, huh? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! *PANIC!* ...

okie..calm down a bit now...i'm completely and totally stuck wif wat i wan 2 do 4 da rest of my entire life...haih..help?

long long day....

2006-11-21T17:50:00.000Z

today has been such a long day!! and a bad hair day 4 me as well!!! ARGH..and it's onli tuesday..friday seems so far away.......

first off, it was registration and der was a sudden uniform check...ppl were being called 2 da office 2 c da head of year cuz of make-up, skirt too short etc..luckily i passed!! YAY me..bt den, kelz(my mate) gt sent off cuz of her trousers hav studs and glitter on it bt almost da whole class hav da same 1s on..so do i bt our jumpers covered dem so da teacher didn't realli c it..we didn't even kno it wasn't allowed..so we all end up bein sent 2 da office..we kinda marched into da office..like an angry mob!! lol..bt, we were confronted 1 by 1 so da anger kinda wore off wen it was my turn..da head of year was like "dis isn't school uniform..dis is unacceptable..remove the studs and it'll be okay blablablabla.." OH YA, LIKE WE'RE REALLI GONNA REMOVE DA STUDS AND LEAVE 9 HOLES IN OUR BLOODY TROUSERS! almost 3/4 of da skool wears da same 1s so dey realli expect us walkin around wif holes in our trousers!??!

den it was Biology..i 4got 2 hand my book in and she gav me a detention...luckily i gt away wif it..wif a note frm "my mum"...hehe..it says dat my sis took it...bt stil..biology is SOOOOOOO boring..and we're hav a project investigatin enzymes..yippeeeeeeeeeeeeee..nt...

and den history...wif da head of year..(she teaches history as well) it's nt dat i h8 her, she's okay i guess..bt argh..i gt sent 2 da office..i'm gonna b dead wen my mum finds out..

and I'M OUT OF CRED!!!! 0.16 pennys left..*sobs* i can't txt!!! or call!!!! and i cant top up..cuz i need da money 4 xmas pressie so u all should feel lucky dat i'm spending my top up money on u guys!!! ='(

BLACKOUT!!

2006-11-17T20:04:00.000Z

my head hurts..I was just watchin a tv drama show on my comp..and suddenly..ka-boom! blackout..i was just like wtf happened? And i yelled 4 my sis in the dark..she was downstairs crying den..I ran for the door..in da dark..didn't even kno where da door was..and so..BANG..i hit da door...straight in da door...i fink i bruised my head or sumthin..it REALLI HURTS!!! it still hurts...afta running straight towards the door, i kicked the door and ran back 4 my handphone 4 some light..hehe..couldn't find da torchlight..so i ran down da stairs and suddenly the light went bak on..and my sis were still cryin..THE LIGHT HAVE 2 COME BAK ON AFTA I HIT THE DOOR..still dun kno wat happened 2 da light....and me and my sis was da onli home so it was realli scary..

My head stil hurts..='(

music!

2006-11-12T21:45:00.000Z

boo! dunno y i keep sayin boo!...it's like my fav word or sumthin..lol...or PEEK-A-BOO!...maybe i should stop...newayz..was supposed 2 b doin Religion Studies aka your Moral test..it's like an open book test..it was supposed to be handed in by Friday bt i couldn't b bothered so I hav 2 hand it in by 2morrow or else..detention...i dun actualli mind detention...bt it's like Religion Studies..half an hour sittin der writing about what is the truth..so borin..bt da worst detention u can eva get is FOOD TECHNOLOGY...in food technology detention, no, you don't sit der and write about food...you wash dishes..T.T...yes, other people's disgusting dishes...like you don't have enough dishes to do at home....which reminds me..i'm supposed to do da dishes tonite....and i need 2 finish my homework as well..='(

now, listening 2 music..cuz I'M REALLI BORED....listening 2 Justin Timberlake ft T.I- My Love..it's quite nice..though sometimes it gets annoying..

My current fav songs::

- Irreplaceable by Beyonce[big fan of Beyonce..loves R n B mah..]
- All good things come to an end by Nelly Furtado [It's so sad.."Flames to dust, lovers to friends, why do all good things come to an end?"..it's realli sad]
- Wait a minute by Pussycat Dolls ft Timbaland [HUGE fan of pussycat dolls! woo! they rule! lol]
- Hurt by Christina Aguilera [heard it frm VMA and loved da song since..da video is so sad..i actualli cried..she lost her father..]
- If we were a movie by Hannah Montana [If we were a movie, you'd be the right guy and i'd be the best friend that you'd fall in love with.....]
- When I'm gone by Eminem [yes..it's an old song..but i still love it..it was our [me and my ex best fren] song and it's filled wif regret and hate ='(]
- Show Stopper by Danity Kane[love Making the Band 3! watched every episode! lol..agen, big fan]
- Tong Hua, Di Yi Ci, Tian Tang, Yue Ding..and ALL of Guang Liang's song!! [HUGE fan...hehe]
- Illegal by Shakira [I'm starting to believe it should be illegal to deceive a woman's heart]
- White and Nerdy by Weird Al Yankovich[haha..another version of Ridin' Dirty..dat guy's a genius!]

oops..got 2 go..continue l8r..seriously need 2 finish my RS assessment...buh-bye..luv ya lot!

WAT'S WRONG WIF SWEARING??!

2006-11-05T14:12:00.000Z

My parents gt realli mad at me 4 swearin dis whole week..bt seriously, WAT DA HECK IS WRONG WIF SWEARING....and dey just accuse me of swearing wen i didn't!!! ARGH...and weneva i did, my lil sis just has 2 be der 2 tell my mum or dad...trust me, my lil sis MAY look cute on da outside bt she's PURE EVIL on da inside..EVIL I TELL U! EVIL!!!!!!

newayz, dunno y..i feel RANDOM 2DAY...bt..wat da heck, i'm random everyday...dat's just me! hehe......WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~ RANDOM RULES!!! I TELL YA, 1 DAY RANDOMNESS SHALL RULE DA WORLD!!!!!!!!!!! RANDOMNESS SHALL CONQUER ALL!!!!!!!! HAHA..

Oh..and i changed da layout cuz...da otha layout was just random bout a L.A.M.B.....and i didn't like dat very much newayz.....i like dis 1 betta....."fly me to the moon, let me play among the stars, in other words, I LOVE YOU!"

Halloweeeen

2006-10-31T19:01:00.000Z

ooooo..spooky halloween...bt today was fun!!! GREAT even..lets c:

7.20 am = woke up and gt dressed, packed bag and ate breakfast..and da remote control was rite beside me..I COULDN'T REFUSE!!! it was rite DERE! so..i kinda spent 20 minutes watching tv bt my lil sis chose da channel and it HAS to be Nick Jr and Dora the explorer was on...it's so STUPID!.. and resultin: me late 4 skool....

8.30 am = rushed 4 skool....fetched my cousin 2 come wif..and her skool happened 2 hav a dress up 2day..and guess wat she dressed as?.........................................A PUMPKIN!!!!!! i was laughin my head off at da sight of it..my lil sis dressed as a witch and her: a pumpkin! A BRIGHT ORANGE PUMPKIN!!!

8.40 pm = reached 2 skool just in time..4get to put my food technology ingredients in da fridge so my frozen pastry kinda went lumpy and stuff...

9 am [1st period] = PE....da teacher was out and we're suppose 2 do trampolining thingy so joined up wif da otha PE group and we could do netball or badminton..cuz my frenz're doin netball..i joined wif dem..even though i completely suck at netball...i can't catch...which is EXACTLY WHY I GOT HIT IN DA FACE BY DA BALL THREE TIMES!!! and da ball was hard rock!!! Da 1st time was rite STRAIGHT INTO MY FACE from my "very nice" fren, ELEANOR..den it was a pass and i completely missed it and da ball WENT SIDEWAYS AND HIT DA RITE SIDE OF MY HEAD which realli hurt!! den it was another pass and hit agen...STRAIGHT IN MY FACE!!! bt somehow..IT WAS FUN!...nt gettin hit in da face part duh! bt stil...fun!

10 am [2nd period] = Physics..nuthin much happened...

11.05 am = BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

11.30 am = PSHE..i hav no idea wat it stands for bt it's like for citizenship and social and careers advise stuff....i was realli hyper at dat time..DUNNO Y!? BT I WAS!!! like well insane..couldn't stop laughin..haha...we had 2 write bout "personal quality" and da 1 thing dey had 2 say about me was artistic..lol..which i admits it is very sweet of dem to say dat....

12.30 pm = FOOD TECHNOLOGY!!! made an apple tart....well sumthin like a pie....da teacher helped me loads! cut da apple..slice da apple, cook da apple..she kinda did everything 4 me! bt stil, my apple didn't taste very well..it was alrite..bt a bit sour..bt it's cuz of da green apple....

1.30 pm = LUNCH!! bt stayed bak 2 check on my pie...lol...

2.25 pm = Chemistry....BORING!.. bout metals and stuff...reactions of it..

3.30 pm= SKOOL ENDED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOO!!!!!!!!! HALLOWEEN!!!!!!!!!!!!

my dad gonna gt fireworks 2morrow so we can blow dem up!! woo! lol...cuz of bonfire nite on 5th november....it's about dis guy who tried to blow up parliament so now, we celebrate by blowin him up instead every year!!! isn't it FUN?!!

ooops...kinda late now..g2g..i have a Biology exam 2morrow..which is so sad..CUZ I HAVN'T REVISED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! newayz, luv ya all!

fine..i'll up8 la..

2006-10-28T22:20:00.000+01:00

ok karin, happy now?! i seriously cannot be bothered 2 update my blog..bt since KARIN here hav been naggin me all week..fine..i give in..I'LL UPDATE..are u happy now KARIN FAM!?..i dun hav much 2 say..since well, nth realli happened..nth...nt even anythin like mistakenly eatin a frog and thought it was a fish! which btw, karin..i fell off my chair laughin... it realli takes a "different" kind of person to actualli thought she was eatin fish..while it was a frog! A FROG IS GREEN...A FISH IS........???...NOT GREEN!!! ...and it also don't hav legs...

newayz, erm...erm...let me fink wt i did dis week..wake up....eat...play...watch tv...txted...go online bla bla bla bla...chat 2 karin...karin nagged at me...karin wanted ice-cream bla bla bla...karin gav me virtual ice-cream which i CAN'T eat bt onli stare at its delicious mouth-waterin chocolate chips...evil karin....went on frenster...gt bored..went offline...played games...watched Monster Inc wif my lil sis..da lil gurl was so cute[da character in da movie..nt my sis...T.T]! i almost cried at da end..YES, i'm very emotional...Monster Inc nearly made me cry...i kno..its pathetic..bt it's so sad!!!..it just is!!!!!!!

Otha than dat...hmmmm...wat did i do....oooo..i baked!!!! a cake!!!! a CHOCOLATE cake!!! and Chocolate chips cookies!!!...i onli baked...dun think my parents would trust me wif a knife...imagine me holdin a knife...*evil thoughts*..MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!! oh and I finished da whole cake!!!! well..my sis ate 2 slices..da rest i ate it all! =D CHOCOLATE! bt my mum ate all da cookies...=( and seriously...der were bout 70 cookies...and she ate it all...maybe my dad helped..and my sis.........dey're all evil...very very evil....none left 4 me...*sobs*

Oh and da layout....yes, it's strange..bout Mary had a lil lamb..bt i spent hours[i was bored!] searchin..and couldnt find any nice 1s..so ended wif dis..i guess..it's ok...it looks cute 2 me...well..otha than da dead lamb....lol...

i guess dat's it! luv ya all...xXx

THE LONGEST 3 DAYS OF MY LIFE

2006-09-09T21:32:00.000+01:00

OMG!! 3 days seem soooooooooooooooo long!!!!!!!!!!! Start of Year 9 is like the worst..even onli da 1st day seemed like a week!! First day -

8.40 - Registration (timetables, lockers(lucky i gt a top 1 dis year cuz i had bottom lockers 4 da past 2 years and once, a very heavy metal thing fell straight onto my head and plus many books from my 'so called' fren Jenn.....)

9.00 - English (Zzzzzzzzzzzzz......we had to talk about a poem about TREES!!!)

10.05 - French (Great..the start of a skool year and it HAS to be wif the worst teacher eva)

11.05 - BREAK!!! (...it's ONLI BREAK!! still got 4 hours and 5 minutes of skool...)

11.30 - Free period (form tutor talked bout planners bla bla bla...stupid teacher even changed our seat and we couldn't sit at da places we sat last year(we hav da same form room) or wif da same person....now, I HAV 2 sit wif Eleanor a.k.a da copycat)

12.45 - Technology (we had textiles...was alrite bt onli lasted 15 mins cuz of stupid assembly)

1.00 pm - Stupid Assembly (we had 2 meet our new headteacher...she looks so different from wat i expected...she looks weird and freaky..wif goofy teeth! ha! and we had 2 sat dere for half and hour listening 2 her trip 2 Norway! T.T...my legs felt so numb at da end...)

1.30 pm - LUNCH!!!!!(woo!!!!!!! gt 1 hour b4 i go bak to misery)

2.25 - Registration agen....(Form tutor keep askin us to shut up.....like we ever will...)

2.30 pm - Music (wif Mr Chapman...BOB Chapman! we found out his first name...BOB! so funni...i suck in music...though i like 2 listen 2 music...expect u kno, skool kind music...dey want us 2 listen 2 classical....dere's a big difference between hip hop and classical!)

3.30 pm - END OF SKOOL DAY!!! (I was jumping at da end!!...oh w8...it's ONLI wednesday...)

c wat i mean by a llllloooonnnnnggg day?? Seriously....how am I gonna last a year??? Although, yesterday was fun..went to my fren's bufday party...she's 14...went 2 her house...it was nice..den went ice-skatin....my 2nd time..i fell down 5 times! my first, i onli fell once!! bt oh well, my first, i practically stuck 2 da wall!! Dis time, i went 2 da middle...along wif help from my frens...unlike my 1st time, wen ahem ahem and evil ahem ahem ditched me!!! Here, all of my frens r like pro's!!(1 of dem can skate backwards!!) Dey skate realli fast so i had 2 as well 2 keep up dem so dat's y i fell so many times...At da end, my ankle was killing me...I couldn't even walk!!! how was i suppose 2 skate?!! so I kinda had 2 stop earlier than the others...though, i fink i improved wif help from my frens here..now, i skate faster and didn't stick 2 da walls!!! go me! XP....

it's nearly 5 am dere...and it's 10 pm here...bored...wanna watch tv and i'm hungry so...bye! Au Revoir...Adios!..Love u all...

New template.........agen

2006-09-02T20:57:00.000+01:00

Hey! sorri it took me so long 2 up8..even though it's been like a week afta i came bak 2 England frm Malaysia..bt i just didn't hav time...(although it is holiday!) Changing da blog template took me 6 hours!! Last time, it onli took me 3! Well, i kinda hav problems wif da music...I wanted to put Di Yi Ci(The first time) bt it ended halfway so oh well, i still love dis song...

ANYWAY, omg, i'm like SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO missing u guys bak here! Can't believe it's onli a week afta i'm bak here...it seems so much longer....Dunno how I'm gonna survive another year here wifout u guys or even 2 years wifout u all....My dad says I can go bak nxt year iv I get 6As in SATs...although i dun even kno how many subjects dere's gonna be! Probably like 11 cuz i study 11 subjects? or 12? not sure...Lol...bt stil, how is it possible 4 me 2 get 6As? That is just so insane....

newayz, now I feel HYPER! AND kinda crazy...Lol..bt well, dat's just me..hehe...2morrow goin shopping 4 my uniform(how sad) oh and I'm gonna cook! dunno y bt i like cooking...Does it actually sound strange wen i say I'm gonna cook?!!? It's nt like I'm gonna burn down da house...although i did almost flood my house.....twice...

k,now i feel sad...Everytime i look bak at the pictures in KL wif u guys, i feel like crying..it's both happy and sad..da happy part is dat I finally finally finally see u guys agen..afta 2 long years..bt sad part is dat i hav 2 leave u all agen...omg, i'm cryin...y am i just so emotional? I betta go..my eyes hurt now and my sis want 2 use da comp...since I'm on her comp cuz my laptop's gone cacated..bye, LOVE U ALL!

Another Bad week

2006-07-14T22:08:00.000+01:00

Dis week started off awfully....as usual...:

Monday: went to Rye...thought dat it would actually be fun for once! Turns out horribly wrong, it's strange how those u predict will be bad turns out great and those u predict would be great turns out wrong. Newayz, my group(i'm da leader) fallen apart and when me and Sarah-Claire was doing our work, Eleanor and Laura was getting fish and chips! T.T We were totally bored, stressed and hungry so we stopped at a tea room(we're having lunch in a tea room!?!) which is very English like. After we ate our lunch, it was alreadi nearly 1! and we onli hav 45 minutes to complete the rest of the work and ya, we lost Eleanor and Laura. I got in a fight with Eleanor and now, I 100% hate her. So...ya, I'm never going bak to Rye...NEVER AGAIN!

Tuesday: Art...omg, art......We had to talk bout what is Art...apparently, we can make Art out of anything but It has to leave you moved as in changes feelings like (Mrs Doctor(funny name actually imagine if she was a doctor then it'll be Doctor Doctor! haha) our teacher showed us dis) She slammed a chair on da floor and put a piece of leaf on it...strange...exactly...you have to have a feeling towards and leave full of questions like why is there? What does the leaf symbolize? And all dat...Newayz, each group were given a subject and had to make a piece of Art of it...mine was Bodies...sounds incredible.....ly boring! The other 1 got Times flys by! it's so cool! so my group just got pieces of bones(ya, dere's like a giantatic horse head skeleton..ew..rite?) and put it next to us as we lay on the floor pretendin 2 be dead!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday: Battle of the Bands! at lunchtime...though i'm not participating i am very excited bout it! Eleanor and Sarah-Claire with their band in it so i'm excited! They're called da Oblivion...but in da end, Lip Synk won...a bunch of Year 7s singing Boyfriend by Ashlee Simpson...i think dey totally suck..but...da judge is just unfair...

Thursday: One of the best day of my life : No I won't tell u y it is da best day of my life...here, seems too public...(though dere's onli Karin who actually reads it...i fink....and ho...not sure) Played football/rugby again....it was fun at first until i got hit in da face with it...I ran straight into Kelz cuz she was like cheating and the game was so unfair...and Eleanor kiked da ball straight into my face again...........my face is like a ball magnet!!!! and my head too...which happened da nxt day...

Friday: PE at 1st period, played rounders...i love rounders...i'm gd at fielding and bating...dat's da onli reason y i like it! lol....rite, so i was totally exhausted from playing cuz I was running around too much...I was too hyper!!!! lol....then, it's my turn to bat and for once, I actually hit da ball......far away! woo! go me! I was running round hitting all da post which dey had to pick up! haha....den, nearly to fourth base (to get 1 rounder), Natalie M threw da ball high up and i was running past and guess wat? It landed on my head....T.T screamed out a really (really really) loud OUCH! and kept running...every1 was laughing....*sobs* I went really blur and dizzy! now, I have a dent head! oh well...I still got a rounder...It was da best game I eva had! except for da having a dent head part...

I'm so happy 2day! Can't believe how 1 person can change everything....and Karin, dun tell ne1! Love ya loads my crazy sister! hehe.....LET'S GO HYPER!!! *jumps up and down cheering yay me* and oh ya, da song playing's Chemical Reacts by Aly & AJ

soz

2006-07-13T17:47:00.000+01:00

soz..wanted to post but hav no time....being too hyper!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! love ya loads...i'll post 2morrow!

A tribute to the 7/7 bombings

2006-07-07T16:56:00.000+01:00

Yes, 2day is the anniversary of the London bombings that happened last year. To tell you the truth, it's very scary..to knoe that ur parents were so close into getting killed. Last year on the 7th July, everyone thought it was just a normal day and I was off to school. My parents were going to London after driving me to school and I didn't worry much. Then at half past 10, news came pouring in. That one of the train tubes had an accident as in being bombed. Then more happened. There were even rumours that about 14 tubes got bombed or something and I really started to panic. Lucky dere's a tv in our form room and so we watched the news. We just heard that the King Cross tube got bombed and that was one of the train that my parent's were going to take in their route to Leicester Square. And I was really scared! I was almost in tears...not knowing if my parents were still alive or not.....then there was no time to continue watchin da news when the bell for the third period rang..It was Spanish then and no1 could pay attention in class because we so worried.

But then, Mrs Harrison(Spanish teacher) talked to us about the bombings and tht we were allowed to call our parents with our mobiles. I dialled and noone answered...I dialled again...no one answered. and i just burst into tears. I was so afraid...i couldn't keep my mind of it. Luckily, one the 3rd time, it worked and went through..Turns out, my parents didn't go...dey heard bout it b4 dey went...peace at last! I could finally relax...But still...knowing dat those 52 people who landed on such cruel fate...at least give sympathy...I mean, how could dey do that...the terrorists...dey r risking innocents life dat hav nothing do wif any of dis....it's unfair and give Muslims a bad name realli. I am a buddhist and yet, I can get along fine with everyone. Y can't dey? That is absolute racists. For centuries, many hav risked their lifes into trying to clear racism and wantin justice. Like Martin Luther King with the blacks, Gandhi with Hinduism and Malcolm X with Muslims. And now, we're just gonna waste all their work? When will war end? Where is the LOVE????

Sick & Tired

2006-07-04T20:09:00.000+01:00

Only bout 3 days since I've been in a fight with Kelsie and Natalie and now, I'm not talking to them..I really don't want it to end the way me and Laura have been for the past 6 months. maybe even 7...The fight between me and Kelsie and Natalie is that...they did a duck-n-roll on me...but dat wasn't the BIG problem. If u don't knoe what duck-n-roll is...let me explain...first dey tell me they wanna play catch...so we did..throwin da ball back and forth...then da third person kneel behind the one catching(me unfortunately) then when catching da first person(throwin da ball) push da second (me) so tht i would fall.....and i did.....and hit my head...den, I ran afta them and strangle them then jump on dem and also throw a ball straight at face...but THIS WASN'T THE REAL problem...Then afta lunch (when dey did duck-n-roll on me), it's Drama...and guess wat? we had to act out something happened in da past and talk bout wat we did 2day and in da past....and dey talk bout...no, brag about doin da duck-n-roll on me...embarrasing me in front of da whole class..though no1 laughed...instead aw..cuz dey feel sorri 4 me! And dey act it out as well..The big problem is...they didn't care bout my feelings..dey thought it was funny...and even told me to chill cuz it was just a joke 2 them and tht I couldn't take a joke...problem is it wasn't to me.....I trusted Natalie....and she could hav said not 2 do so...and yet, she help Kelsie..now, i knoe wat I am 2 her...nothing.....She was my best fren...and she let me down...so wat if dey did a duck-n-roll, i don't care bout tht....it was dat dey humiliated me, they didn't care about how I felt and Kelsie always seem to put da blame on me...she always tells da teacher tht i am in a stress wif her...making me look like da bad guy...she makes everything about her.....and I'm too sick of it....and dat wasn't da 1st time..And Eleanor....I am so sick of her copying all my work and getting credit for it...I asked her if she's copying me...and guess wat she said? she said well, not completely...That's copying...I just can't stand her anymore....she had always been like dat since Year 7, firstly she copies my handwriting..now, i can't even tell da difference and now she's copying my work and getting credit for it...I just feel like I wanna slap her straight in da face! Tht bitch! Tht whore! argh f**king bitch! (pardon my french) I g2g...doing stupid history project..*sigh*

New Template

2006-06-23T17:07:00.000+01:00

ok..so i changed da layout...i hope u like it...it's like memories...and stuff! Ok..I got my exam results bak..and I did well crap except in Art!

Art = 80% (A+) woo! best in class!
French = forgot...
Spanish = 72% did well crap..last year got 86%...
Religion S = 65% (Level 6) woo! it's reli bout da level and i am so proud!
Geography = 82% woo!
History = 80% (Level 7) woo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Music = 71% *bang head on da table*
Science = 71% (Level 7) i myself fink it's all rite...but my parent's so gonna kill me!
Maths = 63% (Level 7c) i feel like crying...

Although i got A+ in Art...my parent's still ain't happy...apparently, art is rubbish...to my parents...so basically, i hav 2 do Science though i h8 it and sux at it! but i can't do Art, which i like and gd at! so unfair..dey r so old-fashioned..so my life is gonna based on dey want me to do..dat's probably y dey r so proud of my older sis...she's taking math and science 4 a levels and so far, she's predicted all A* (All a stars) *sigh* my parent's still dunno bout my results...dey r so gonna freak! when i tell them and i havn't got my english result bak yet..i'm gonna find out on Monday, i am gonna die! i did well crap on paper 1(i didn't even get to finish half da paper!)...paper 2 was ok la...oh ya, i wrote a sonnet in english, the rhyme scheme is abbaabbacdecde:

I thought that you loved me but i was wrong,
All this time, I was being fooled around,
For you did not help me when i was down,
I thought i was happy but was it real?
You've crushed my heart and it will never heal,
How could you've left me? All alone and dark,
You've killed me within, torn my heart apart,
So what's the point in this? It's been too long,
Was it really your fault? Or was it mine?
But I guess cupid struck the wrong person,
I hate you that I can't even bear it,
I know it will be hard, but i'll be fine,
Without you, these past years were like prison,
I don't love you now, well,maybe a bit......

I think da last part went wrong but i followed da rhyme scheme and it has 2 be 10 syllabes..dunno! oh well..and i hav to finish a poem bout a room...which i havn't even started! lol! so i need help! where's karin when u need her!?! Oh ya, and I'm getting my ears pierced 2morrow! it's scary! =( but den, i can wear hoops! yay! love ya! miss ya!

Hey....

2006-06-11T16:55:00.000+01:00

Ok..so all my hyperness tht day hav wear off...*sigh* now, i'm bored to death...thx to Karin 4 not going online! C, if u had gone online..I WOULD STILL BE HYPER! tht's rite...I'M BLAMING U, KARIN FAM 4 making me....erm, not hyper?!?! Newayz, wanna change da layout...getting sick of dis 1...never thought i would say it..but....IT'S TOO PINK! lol....but i'm too bored and lazy to change it...so i'll leave it when i hav time...dis will be a short post cuz i seriously can't be bothered.....I also wanna change da video and da url....but, as i said b4...I can't be bothered! so that's it.....*sigh* bye................

Changed it bak....

2006-05-30T19:55:00.000+01:00

k...the last one had loads of probs....so I changed it bak to dis..I like dis one way betta....neways...going bowling 2morrow....hopefully..If Eleanor would reply my txts! argh...I am kind of hyper 2day! after sumthing happened....... :P which I WON'T TELL U! it's personal...lol..neways, since EVIL Karin had been nagging me to update..here i am! :P Did I mention she was EVIL! well, she can't beat Ho LEE XIA! the main sources of all EVILNESS! *calms down* kk, talking to Sarah-Claire rite now...and moaning bout revision! seriously....argh! neways....it's holiday rite now so nothing much happened...but i can tell u bout last friday...in RS(Religion Studies) class, which was usually such a bore to me, was actually fun! well, i was kind of laughing 4 a whole HOUR! i couldn't help myself...It was actually me tht was laughing in dead silence when ppl where trying to revise! haha..it was so embarrasing! Mr Watts(my teacher) kept on moaning at me and Nat and Kelz since we were talking 4 da whole time..so the argument started...Scientific Studies actually shows tht Women can do multiple tasks at da same time..and he so didn't agree...I mean like he's a guy...like he can do so! yeah rite...so ppl started doing 2 things at da same time...(it is a gurl skool so all gurls)...ppl were patting their heads while rubbing their tummies! haha...i didn't join..i was too busy laughing away...see women can do multiple tasks at da same time! C, i can laugh while falling onto the floor cuz i laughed too hard! haha...let's see u try! ok..just kidding..but i did actually fall! Then Mr Watts was like shut up and get back to work...so we kind of did.....but i was still laughing.....lol.....so at last i stopped and get bak to work...Then we were like studying bout erm...Karma and stuff like tht......and tht we should respect da dead??? scary huh? it was bout dis guy who said tht if we saw like even animals who's dead by da side of da road, we should bury it......And Mr Watts started talking bout last time on a date(yes, he is very open!), his date and him were walking...and saw a poor little squirrel hurt by the side of the road...and so his date picked it up and guess wat?????? She helds it by the neck and break it! as in SNAP! OMG....so creepy huh? Poor thing...and then he dumped her! lol....And out of sudden, Francesca a.k.a. a total crazy McFly fan cried...she was really crying...Her face was bright red! I first thought she was just laughing too hard! And she was seriously crying.....omg.....then i just kept on laughing...not bout the killing of the squirrel but laughing cuz she's seriously crying bout da dead squirrel! My face was red....full of laughter! I was laughing too hard! haha....She was a very emotional....well so am i but i won't realli cry over a dead squirrel tht had happened long ago..but it's still sad....think i g2g seriously cuz i've been online 4 a long long long long long long time..probably 8 hours but wateva! lol.....bye....love all of u loads...And I'M TOTALLY HYPER...oo, i got to answer call now....it's probably Natalie bout da bowling! love ya

new layout

2006-05-20T16:18:00.000+01:00

Hey...got a new layout...wat u think? I like it...but couldn't fix da music thingy..Can any1 actually hear music? My speaker went rosak(yay! I remember some BM!) so I can't hear a thing!I am actually very hyper at the time! Rite after chatting to Karin, We spent hours talking bout Wang LeeHom...lol...so funny! I am like a totally obsessed fan! haha...btw, if u do happen to hav any cute of pic of him, send it to me! :P lol...oh ya, erm..if u r reading dis which mean u knoe da password..u betta not betray me! Not much to say so this is goodbye! Hope ya enjoy da blog! luv ya all...kiss goodbye...and omg omg omg, Karin, found a video of Wang LeeHom's performance and the hosting! He was so hot in it..*faints*.....Ok..I'm bak! not to forget to give u da link: MTV asia awards 2006

Password protected!

2006-05-05T18:45:00.000+01:00

Yay! Now finally I can hav some privacy round here! Thanks to Karin for the code..(wow, tht sounded akward!) and Syawal for the last one but it didn't realli worked but still...Thanks to both of them! Where was I? Oh ya, bout my life...nothing much realli happened, Monday, got my hair cut..Now, i look different! But something so totally strange happened! Apparently, Karin and I got our hair cut at the same day and the same time! Talk about freaky! And here comes the more freaky part...u knoe on Monday is the 1st of May, tht's the last time 2 years ago we have last seen each other! Like omg,rite?? Now tht's SUPER-FREAKY! Karin thought tht it was God's way of reuniting each other! lol...by getting our hair-cut! and we should make it a tradition every year! lol....Now, tht's Freaky Monday! I mean Maniac Monday! lol.....After Monday, went bak to skool...but didn't had proper lessons...since it's like some sort of health day...We talked bout alcohol, fires, relationships and sex education...and stuffs...It was ok...better than havin English lessons! and R.S....but on Wed, went bak to proper lessons...nothin much happened 4 the rest of the week...And at last it's Friday! I was hoping the day would end early so it's weekend! Seriously, three days seems so long! Talk about 3 months! Days go longer in Summer as it's getting hotter...I can't stand the heat! At least, over in KL, there's air cond! Here, there is heaters! which make it worst! Neway, oh ya Karin, nxt time ur bro ask 4 the comp, KILL HIM!! AND I AM NOT PINK OBBESSED! i just don't hav any other colours tht can suit my website....and my profile....and my MSN image.....and my nails........................ :P

Parent's Evening

2006-04-28T21:03:00.000+01:00

Went to Parent's Evening Thursday night...Although it says Parent's Evening, student's can follow! just to knoe wat's happening...and if the teachers say nething bad bout u...lol..My history teacher actually says I am a Straight A student...like omg...can't believe..I like History but I wouldn't really take it as my GCSE subject..and she said tht my weakness is tht I don't TALK MUCH! lol..she said tht during those two years she had taught me, I had only spoken 30 words! LOL...The other subjects well said I was creative especially erm, Art, Textiles, Resistant Material and English..so I guess tht's a good thing if I want to be a fashion designer...If I want...now, i dunno..I love to draw..but the chances of me being a good and famous fashion designer is very low...I mean in my skool, there are at least 2000 ppl and 40 of them shares the same dream as mine....so If u think of those numbers in the whole world...I would just be 1 of them..1 only.....Oh ya, there was a huge cat fight at skool 2day...as in A REAL CAT FIGHT, the Plastics in Year 9 which are Sophie, Woody and Charlotte just went into some year 8 classroom and kicked them out to hav a fight! They were like You SLUT AND You BITCH...and then some1 hit Sophie with a hairbrush and she punched her back and the whole thing went crazy...So many ppl gathered round...100's even...and Plastics even hit a teacher rite in the face! Hit a religion studies teacher, Mrs Ryan which I hate! so tht's good! lol....neway...I guess tht's enought for 2day....so Adios Amigos! lol

Happy Bufday to me.......

2006-04-21T21:54:00.000+01:00

Ok, so I knoe tht it's a lil l8 to blog bout wat happened on April 16th but I was too busy dis week...i mean skool started etc....Ok..so here goes, Woke up at 10 am(yes I knoe, a "lil" l8 but It is a HOLIDAY!) by the phone..Turns out It was Kelsie..I was still sleepy so I didn't exactly heard a word she said and I just kept on saying ok, ok, ok...since well, I didn't understand a word she said!So I got up anyway and got ready...then went online for a lil while at 12.30 pm(UK time which is round 7.30 pm there) but unfortunately no one is online!(EVEN SYAWAL!) The world is seriously changing! K, then left the house at 1.45 pm...to well, my aunt's restaurant to meet the "gang" lol...Nat arrived first...and gave me a present!(aw..isn't she sweet?) Then Ellie came in late at the very same time as Kelsie..They both brought presents too!(they are so sweet!) And so, my mum drove us to the cinema..and we watched The Pink Pather at 2 pm...We bought loads of popcorn and since I can't eat popcorn due to u-kno-wat(so sad huh? I can't even eat chocolate!)....so I got some sweets...And we went in the screen...And turns out, since the movie premiere was like so 3 weeks ago, We're the only one in the whole screen! except for two other people...It was so funny but kinda scary though..Luckily we weren't watching Scary Movie 4! and we just kept on running around since well, the screen was empty...At the end of the movie, the suprise of catching the murderer was kind of ruined since there was a chinese part in the middle which kind of tells who was the murderer and I actually understood it so It wasn't realli a suprise to me...i mean the director do hav to knoe tht not only English ppl r gonna watch the movie! And Kelsie and Nat(like last year) threw the popcorn at the bufday gurl which has to be me...so I was covered with popcorn..They ruined my hair!...lol..jk...and when we got to dis bridge, we wanted to take a picture of ourselves and some guy overheard our conversation and asked if he could take the picture of the four of us...But the guy was clueless with cameras! He turned it back to front so he took a picture of his mustace instead! tht was so funny! We just kept on laughing...but at last, he figured it out and got the picture...Then we continued our way to the bowling centre...and went BOWLING of course! (When I come back to KL, I'm so gonna sux at bowling!) I lost, came second...but there were some cute guys on the lane next to us! :P Since we had extra time after the game, we went to Mote Park( a playground thingy ma bob) and we went on this giantic swing tht fit four of us but one had to get out and push it and we took turn...It was so funny! I had to push it the first time with Ellie...and Ellie fell into a pile of sand and got covered with mud all over her jeans! Then It was my turn to get on wif Kelsie and it was swinging so high...and I was laying down so I was almost upside down! I swear I could have fallen down and hurt myself..I just kept on screaming! and holding tight to the swing...so funny...And then I had to get out and push agen...but dis time, Kelsie ask this woman to take a pic of us when swinging..I was about to get on and turn round and suddenly, the swing hit me right in the stomach! Tht seriously hurt! I mean It was a sudden thing too..I just turned round since Kelsie called me and the thing just hit me! And it was giantic like 6 tyres joint together and Kelsie's in it! She's the biggest of all of us! I can still feel the pain! Then we finally got in and the woman took the picture and we had to go back to my aunt restaurant to hav dinner, dis time we walked....As we began to leave, guess wat? It started to rain..It was just tiny raindrops...so we ignored it and walk on...but It got heavier and heavier and by the time we got halfway there, It was pouring rain and every1 else had a hood to cover over their head n I didn't! so I was soaking wet! My jeans were filled with water and was heavy! I had to drag it! I got to a phone booth to take a rest...and asked if the rest wanted if I ask my mum to pick us up instead...but they didn't want to since well, we're nearly there(by nearly, means round 2-3 kilometers!) And we had to cross roads and AS we run, the rain got much heavier and heavier! By the time I got to my aunt's restaurant, my hair was ruined and my jeans were soaked and jacket was also soaked and my handbag was dead...Then I got my mum to drive us back to my house first to dry up then only eat...On the way to my house, I realised tht the rain stopped just when we got into the restaurant just now! I mean so unfair! So, we got to my house and my mum had to dry their clothes up so they had to cover themselves with towel! haha! Luckily It was my house so I can change into my own clothes! Since I'm the smallest one, They can't into fit into my clothes(benefits of being small!lol) Then, we got to the restaurant and ate....Ellie didn't ate much but ate 8 slices of cake when dessert came! It was a buffet thing...But unfortunately, there're went any cake for me since it's a Easter Day and every thing's close which means The supermarket too...so no cake! When the happy birthday song came on....I thought it was for the 40 year old guy at the next table which shares the same birthday...so I just looked at him just singing the song for him but to my suprise, although no cake, Ice-cream came and I was like totally shocked since well, I wasn't expecting it and I was like omg omg..and I made a wish and blew it out....and ATE it of course..I can't share it since It was very tiny...then i opened my pressies! I got a french manicure set from Kelsie(tht means I hav 2 set now!) and A cd from Natalie and A small but squashy and special type of huggable pillow! It was so cute and she also got me accesories! SO YAY! And thank you to those who wished me Happy Birthday from KL...It meant all the very same to me since u had the time to spend on wishing to me!Tht's all very sweet...Love you all loads and loads! Kisses and loads of hugs! xoxo

I don't care...

2006-04-14T14:34:00.000+01:00

I seriously dunno wat to think.....it's so confusing..and I thought these past 2 years were hard..Should I just let it go? or at least find out the truth? I just..dunno anymore. Can't some1 at least help me through with dis!?!! I don't want to care even if it ain't the truth(if u hav no idea wat I'm saying..read the last post)...but I just can't help it...I don't even knoe if it's love..I'm totally stuck...help me!

Changed my mind

2006-04-12T19:03:00.000+01:00

So wat now? He's got a gf..not my prob anymore....I changed my mind bout him.....so I guess now I'm not in love....although it is hard to get over a guy u liked for a long period of time....i mean 6 years..Yes I knoe it will hard...but I might as well get over it rite now...So now, I'm single and looking! lol....but..how can u end something tht never started or began? Besides..here, there are more cute guys! but I guess a lil bit immature...and not my type..So wat? I would rather wait for the right guy....some1 who is true to me and also CUTE!(a definite MUST!) lol...

So bout my holidays..now It's going ok....Last Sunday..went to London and visited my aunt and my cousins, Jeffery and Emily..They r so cute! They are only 5 and 3....and on Monday, went to Eastbourne...which is by the sea..Had load of fun there...My sis and I were just throwing rocks into the sea! and my sis collected seashells...And Tuesday, talked to Amanda on the phone for 3 hours deciding wat to do when I get back...I mean we hav only planned one day so far! Then erm...today, I went shopping wif my older sis...I spent 42 pounds on my school uniform( my old one is kind of erm..dead?) and It was only the sweatshirt and blouse and P.E. skirt...I hav to buy trousers and shoes as well.....I'm gonna be broke! just by buying uniforms...I so want to buy tht cute miniskirt and the jacket...It's so cute!! but I can't..Since I'm already PK....lol....I guess tht's it..bye...post someday else!

Pink layout!

2006-04-04T17:10:00.000+01:00

Yup, I got a new layout...again...lol..the last one didn't last long...only bout 2 weeks...I really hated the last one...had loads of probs wif tht one...I like this one more....i mean It's pink! Of course I love it... :P Erm...so it's school holidays now...got 20 days to do nothing! Except tht my parents keep asking me to revise 4 my main exam of the year...which starts at 6th June til 9th June...I hav to revise two years of work in 2 months....I mean It's holiday...the last thing u would want to do is school work!!?! If I fail in Math agen, well..it's not exactly an F but it's pretty low....I got 47% the last time and my parents was pretty dissapointed....Yes, it's a C-.....I didn't get enough revision...So I hav to revise more dis year....I am in Year 8...next year I hav to do my SATs....so very important for me get good grades dis year....argh...guess i will hav to study....But after the exams I got to somefink to look forward to! My visit bak to KL!!!!! 4 MONTHS! and yes Ho, I am definitely bringing bak pressie....and coming back...I am definitely, positively and absolutely coming back so U don't hav to trash me!(if u dun knoe wat I'm talking bout...c "LX"'s profile)....And for now, I hav somefink to look forward to...my bufday! Yippee..I'm gonna be 13! More freedom....For my bufday...I'm just gonna play tennis wif my m8s(here, they call frens as mates...) and hav dinner at a fancy restaurant....but if the tennis court place isn't open since It's the 16th April..which just happened to be Easter Day and my bufday....The mall is also closed on Easter Day...so sad....LoL....I will just hav to go to the cinema wif some of my m8s to watch Scary Movie 4....

Since It's holiday, I can go online everyday! And hav to discuss bout the party or as Ho and Karin call it, "the thing"...Oh ya, Ho...Karin told almost half the ppl on the invitation list...and I still can not believe the guys actually want to follow the girls go shopping!?! lol...The world is seriously changing...They must be up to something.....lol...neway..tht's 4 today i guess....bye!

New layout..agen??

2006-03-24T19:37:00.000Z

hey...just finished editing my new layout except tht password thing won't work AGEN!!! need Syawal's help agen.....neway, this week....nothing much happened....just another boring week....Btw, the deepestluv blog and the other blog is gone....there's only one blog now....will try to add the password lock thing in....and u can ask for the new password later.....if I can fix it! Now, it's confirmed tht I'm coming back on 31st July til 23rd August! The flight price was kinda high....but oh well! One chance to meet my friends...would give anything in the world! The price's actually somewhere near 700 pound....yup, tht's RM 4900......a lot,huh? Missed u all so much! Tomorrow, have to go to this conference thing.....Btw, if Syawal is reading this, help me with the password thing a.s.a.p!! or I'll break down and cry! and Syawal, how come u havn't give the pressie tht I gave u out yet???Neway, still thanks for helping me giving it out..love u! And Karin, ya, on ur tagboard....if u didn't understood what I said...It's French...lol....Neway, still dunno what to do on my bufday...maybe something sporty? dunno....I'm doing a countdown and IT'S 22 more days til my bufday....Yay! Finally 13! still, more freedom...hav loads more homework.....Textiles,History,French and English(was supposed to hand in today but I didn't do it!lol)....Btw, on Wednesday, need to go to Orthodonics.....so miss half the lesson of French! GO ME! and I hav to ask the dentist to take out my brace! If he don't do it...I'll beg and cry!no,seriously, I would......lol.....neway, still planning wat to do when I come back to KL....Karin said hang out at the cinema...Ho said have a bowling party.....Me said....I DUNNO!?!?!.....Memo to self, need to call Karin and Ho......

SHOCKING!

2006-03-06T17:24:00.000Z

Omg....these are the things that had shocked me since the start of 2006:

- How times fly, now its' March already! 4 more months til I'm gonna be a Year 9(third year in secondary school)
- 5 more months til August(if u knoe what I mean)
- my birthday is in 6 more weeks! tht's 41 days! but who's counting? lol....
- My week is filled with homeworks, exams and more homework!
- Syawal's flying to England tomorrow morning!
- I havn't writen a letter nor sent a present to Nicole....(sorry!)
- I have no idea what to do on my birthday...
- I have to write bout 6 letters to send back to Malaysia....
- I still havn't started to do Nicole's pressie(it's like a suprise....maybe I have to give it to her in August)
- The new Kelly Clarkson video, Walkaway sucked!
- The music teacher dissapeared again!(tht's the third one)
- The picture on Karin's blog from Hari Sukan....I can't believe tht's Tzu Min...seriously....
- I havn't eaten an chocolate for a month!.... :(

Yup, tht's a long list alright...these are the pressie:

Ho- Narnia book( sorry if it's not original)
Karin - Suprise
Zully- Whole box of Smackers lipgloss
Syawal- CHOCOLATES
Nicole - Suprise!
Farah - Love book
Amanda- Friendship ring........

well..tht's it...

Sorry

2006-03-03T19:44:00.000Z

Really not in a mood to blog now or just kinda lazy to...Will try to some other day..bye...luv ya all

Bad news

2006-02-18T19:52:00.000Z

I guess my wishes didn't came true...I can't celebrate my 13th birthday in Malaysia nor can I go back to Malaysia in April.....so sad.....but I do hope I can go back in August.....but no promises this time....sorry Ho....tht's all the bad news and no good news.....except for Syawal's visit to England! Yay!!! My friends said they wanted to give u a present...if tht's ok....I also need to give u one....for ur help and plz....can u bring back the gifts from me to everyone else like Ho and Karin and Zully and Nicole and Amanda.....just asking...when will u be leaving?(It's not like I want u to but I'm just wondering) And hopefully, u will have great fun here...since I haven't seen u for 2 years....I'll definitely spend those hours with u to the fullest! but what do u want do? Ho...hope u finished writing the book cuz I really want to read it! Normally, I don't like reading so u can tell how excited I am.....lol

So excited

2006-02-14T16:29:00.000Z

Happy Valentine's Day people! Hope u all hav plans on dis very special day..for me, I don't have much plans...I just went shopping wif my mates...we just went out to buy some stuff for Eleanor's suprise at her sleepover bufday party on this Thursday...Oh, and I got a new phone! It's Sony Ericsson W800..it's so cool...it's like a mp3, phone and camera, all combined into one! And it's also very cute! I love it so much. Since it's holiday, I can go shopping everyday.......And Syawal, I hav some problems with the password txt...plz reply a.s.a.p....

2006 gonna ROCK!(erm..maybe)

2006-01-25T22:08:00.000Z

I thought when I said 2006 gonna rock, i thought it would be true...Unfortunately not....I know there's a lot of great stuff happenning...I mean I'm turning 13...and Syawal's coming here! I'm so excited bout that....Bad news.....the Ortodonics(however u spell it!) said i need braces... :( I am so sad over it....tht's y a part of me didn't want to go back to Malaysia on April...Luckily I only hav to wear it for 9 months....not 4 years! I was so shocked when my friend who had braces said minimum 4 years....luckily, it isn't true....but I wouldn't be able to eat sweets! but i guess it's a good thing...at least it's just 9 months....tomorrow hav Geography test so got to go to revise!

Sorry!

2006-01-13T23:04:00.000Z

Sorry that I havn't been online for about 1 week and 1/2....was either busy or just simply lazy...wow, I just remembered that today's actually Friday the 13th! ooooo....BAD LUCK! Luckily, I didn't crack any mirrors or nething like tht....but one of my "so-called" friends did...ha! This week, kinda bad...since I'm not talking to three of my "so-called" friend so I only hav bout 3 more friends tht's actually friends wif me... : ( School, was ok...just da same....only 5 more months til my Main exam....tht's nothing..but next week, I hav like 3 exams coming up and lots of homework to hand in...Wow, tht means 8 more months til I'm a Year 9! My third year in secondary school then! So excited, but there's a bad side to it...I hav to take SATs in Year 9, a really huge and important exam....We're even preparing for it now in Year 8...and in Year 9...I get to choose which subjects to take so less subject! Yay! but I hav to take English,Maths and Science...I wanna take Art.....but they say in GCSE(another big exam which u take in Year 11), u have to spend 10 HOURS in the Art exam...10 HOURS! that means, 2 days! 5 hours of one day then 5 hours the next! That'll be boring! but I do love Art....wonder if I should take French? cuz I'm not that good in Oral...I'm good in writing and reading though....nvm bout Year 9 now...talk more bout now! I went bowling tonite...wif Natalie(the one I'm not talking to), Eleanor and Jennifer(a friend not my sister although they have the same first name,Jennifer is a common name!) Jennifer actually say she's really bad in Bowling but she kept having half-strikes...which is like good! I was losing at first, but then I kept having half strikes as well....I only once had a full strike! which is pretty good to me since I only got 3 strikes in my first ever time playing bowling...they say it's first time luck........which is true for me...cuz tht was the only time I got a strike until now! At last, I was second...my score was 97 and Jennifer's 122....Tht much difference! Eleanor who was really good bowling came last!(i think) Last time, she always(AS IN ALWAYS) comes first! She's probably having a bad day.......but she does seems fine...then later, went back home, had to walk back in the dark, I know it's only 5.30! but in England, in Winter, the sun set quicker so It was dark!(VERY DARK!)even at 3.30 pm..at last went home.....and tht's it....don't remember what I wanted to wrote a minute ago so I'll just leave it until the next time I blog!

Complicated

2006-01-06T17:25:00.000Z

It's been 5 days of school and I've got bout 7 sets of homework to finish but oh well, I can cope with it...It's also been 5 days of not speaking to Laura at all...we had a lil bit of friendship problem and we had a fight(not a catfight just a Verbal fight) I swore tht I never wanted to talk to her ever again....and after these few days and the whole holiday, she kept on txting me...but I never replied...the feeling of her just makes me sad...and in these 5 days, I felt much happier without her...I don't know why, I don't know how but it's just the truth....At school, whenever I look her, she look straight back...and the feeling states Loneliness.....I know I told u all how much she's my closest friend here before..but now, without her....I feel happy....kinda strange...I've known her since May 2005....and I know a lot bout her.....her fav colours is Black and Blue, she's into Rock and likes Green Day, she plays the flute, her dream was to be a Policewoman when she grows up and her current boyfriend is Ben.....but being with her just doesn't feel right.....She texted me tht day, said she's changed and is a lil bit nicer...but still, she swears all the time and once, she even told me tht she was going to kill herself....and she wanted to attempt a suicide...tht creeped me out but I was still friends with her when she said it.....Now, without her, it's like Spring's coming and with her, it's like Autumn's starting...I know this sounds crazy....believe me, I found it crazy myself....but honestly, this is the truth.....no matter u believe it or not.....

New Year, New Me!

2006-01-02T20:37:00.000Z

Happy New Year every1! Well...not every year is full happiness...there will be something sad in it...but hope urs will hav more happy times! As most said, new year, new me! and I guess there will be a new Me this year! Not gonna be tht shy and always-complaining-bout-my-life gurl no more! No more Miss Nice Gurl,rite? but I'll still be me! Neway, nothing much happened today...so sad we hav 2 go 2 skool 2morrow..I mean, for me it's just a new term while for u all in Malaysia is a new secondary school year...Good Luck! tht's really it so bye!

Best of 2005

2005-12-28T22:06:00.000Z

Christmas is over...and a new year is beginning soon.....2005 has been a long year...I mean so much has happened.....I realise more of what life is.....and especially love....2005 was the year when I finally confessed about my feelings towards someone whom I liked for about 6 years....Come to think of it....2005 is not tht bad....I mean I know I told you how much I hated life in UK.....but looking back...It's actually alright....in fact, a great year! but just not my best year....Maybe 2006 will be! since I'm most likely coming back to Malaysia...(Yes, i knoe....FINALLY!) and it's so lucky tht the visit is probably on April( my bufday!) but dunno if the flight back is going to be on tht day since the holiday ends on the 19th....so not much time...but one thing's for sure....I LOVE MALAYSIA!....it's been my home, been my life and definitely been my love.....This is where the good times were.....but UK's alright....I mean I first ever went bowling here and gone out without parents! and em...go asked out!(:P) and got my allowance and got my mobile phone and more! but 2005....was when I found out what love is and how much it will hurt....and I also realise who my true bestest friends are....Thank you for supporting me though 2005...Thanks goes out to Ho, Syawal, Zully!, Amanda, Karin, Nicole and let's not forget Farah and Iman! Oh ya, and today SNOWED! and yesterday.....not a lil bit snow but HEAVY SNOW! when u look out the window, it's like all white and definitely freezing...today at 9 am, it was 0 degree......and the weather forecast say it's gonna get worse on Thursday and Friday....but too bad, they say it's gonna end on Friday cause I have to go to school then! School starts on 3rd......I hope it snows at tht time... :P I hate school!!! It's kinda weird....I hate school here but just not SKTM 2.....probably cuz I have my best friends there....I would rather take UPSR than staying at this school! but oh well, it's for my education....Hope I'll be a fashion designer one day! A Famous one! lol......and don't forget Ho being a doctor one day( NOT A normal Doctor!) Like after u study Master or something like tht(dunno wat it's called) kind of doctor...so looking forward to see u on the news, future Dr. Ho... Well....tht's really it....Wishes u all the best thoughout the new year! 2006 Rocks!

New template and memories

2005-12-17T22:33:00.000Z

Hey..changed the template agen! I change it so many times already...hope u like it...It's PINK! which u all knoe....is my fav colour! :P Sori though if u hate Pink...and sorry if song on da blog kinda annoys u cuz It does to me! but I couldn't change it....dunno how! lol.....neway the song's still ok...I myself don't get the words tht well...so don't worry if u don't get the words either....u're not the only one! Neway...bak to me! The Christmas Holidays here just begun and I'm thinking what to do on Christmas....it's the only 3 days my parents get holidays off work....I mean sure, they get days off but not in a row....anyway, it's just 3 days! What can I do in 3 days? We could go to France or Scotland? dunno..I like exploring! but I hate camping.. me and mud and bugs and forests just don't mix....I don't even like siiting on the grass! I would definitely prefer the indoor life..but there's no one to with if we go to Scotland....i mean the vacation last time in August to Germany,Luxembourg and France was with my cousins,aunts and grandad from Malaysia...I miss them....tht's the bad thing....Nothing ever lasts...memories will be forgetten.....tht's so sad.....This is gonna be how I feel when I leave Malaysia from my visit coming soon(not sure yet though so don't trust on it!) I miss Malaysia so much....SKTM 2, my best friends, him, home and so much more....My dream was to hav like a book or something tht can keep memories.....not by writing it...by seeing it...It's picturing it in ur mind except u can see it and feel.....I know it's impossible...but tht was my dream.....so I guess I could my memories here since I was 1....lol.....details are sketchy so there are quite brief....

Memories:

On 16th April 1993, a baby girl was born...she was unnamed and was gave birth by two loving parents, Albert and Alice.....This baby girl also had an older sister named Jennifer....and Jennifer looked for names for her baby sister, and at last, she found it....and the baby girl was named Allison. By the age of 3, she had been travelling a lot...She've been to Langkawi, Indonesia and loads more tht she couldn't remember.....She was only 3! She started kindergarden at the age of nearly 4...at St. Ronan....She made loads of friends...On the day she turned 4, She had a party at her school....she's the tiny little kid in the middle with the cake.....She also had a best friend which the name escape her....but at the age 5, she was known to be the smallest little kid in her whole class....that was the year when she realised that life isn't as it seems....Her teacher were mean and she didn't have much friends, although she have a best friend who look alike her and even named alike her....She was picked to have her photograph taken for the concert...At the concert, although she forgot her steps.....she look so cute.... :P.....tht was her first concert ever....At the age of 6, She had 3 best friends, Michelle and two other....tht was the year when her new baby little sister was born....on 7th May 1999, and Allison named her after a little kid she knows who is cute and kind and wonderful, Jessie.....she was lovely....At 7, tht was the best year...She was afraid to start Primary school since it would be scary,knowing tht she's small and tiny......But she was wrong because she met the friendliest and kindest first ever friend, Amanda...who later introduce Karin who introduce Nicole....They all play together everyday...but that was the same year when she met her prince charming....at least, in her heart.....she fell in love and kept tht secret save in her heart.....and never told any1....no1 knew.....they didn't even suspected...At the age of 8, tht's when sad stories begun, she fail classes and was scold and sad....her dad hurt her and she went home crying....When she finally made it through the year, luckily she's still on top class.....At the age of 9, she met two new best kind and fun friends....they were Zulaiha and Syawalina....they would play and talk each day but her friendship with the others were still okay...she even invented this game, Occupation......where they would be spies and captures bad guys....but Amanda had to move school and that was the bad part....when she was 10, nothing went wrong....everything kept the same until the year ended.....at the age of 11, the sad stories came pouring when she heard that she was moving....She was excited and wanted to go.....not realising how much she had to let go.....and from 12th May 2004, when the plane left Malaysia....she had missed all the memories that she had let go..........

Nothing much

2005-12-14T13:16:00.000Z

Hey...not much happened lately...sorry tht I havn't been online for ages...wow..online's actually my life......I go on it every single day.......Sorry cuz this is da bad news cuz I won't be able to go online tht often now! I'm actually happy wif it....Everynite, I spend 3-4 hours online, making my life so busy and stuff.......so I guess tht's a good thing...so I won't be able to blog and update my blog tht much....k, bak to me now...I was ill since Saturday...I had a fever, a bad headache, cold and sore throat...I missed three days of school and I can't eat anything! =( I'm dreaming of eating so many things! especially Malaysia food! I so wanna go bak to Malaysia!......sorry...can't stay ne longer....g2g...bye......tht's for now...

Bad Day

2005-12-02T18:56:00.000Z

Arg!! Today has been the worst day of my LIFE! except the day when I left my friends to go to UK, when I left SKTM2, when I left my forever true luv behind, when I lost contact wif my fav ever teacher(well, tuition), Miss Tan ( u won't knoe her!), when I almost destroy my house(long story)! and more.......This is how It started...Woke up early at 7 am....but slept back so got a lil late....Was in a rush to school....When I get to school....Everything was normal.....Got my books out and stuff....Then in P.E......was ok....just really cold......in Maths.....was ok....got 2 merits...YAY....but wasn't talking to Eleanor....At break.....hm.....nothing much.....just went to canteen....with Sarah.....then ate half my lunch....Later tht, had English....What joy! *roll eyes* This time it was ok since it's like a drawing lesson and u knoe (especially my bestest friends from Malaysia) how much I love drawing! It started in Religion Studies.....and u won't believe this.....Studied bout Gandhi....and got my test results bak...and (guess how much I got).....k, fine, I'll ruin the surprise....A LEVEL 4! i mean u get LEVEL 4 in YEAR 2!!!!! I'M A YEAR 8 FOR GOD'S SAKE! EVERY1 WAS SURPRISED CUZ THERE IS SO MANY PPL WHO GOT LEVEL 4! and 5! It's just MR WATTS....(here's the unbelieveable part)...rite, first time I saw Mr Watts...he was ok....not bad....then, I found out tht he was reading a *sex* book! SERIOUSLY, dunno if it's true but I did saw it! It was the cover..... and I mean, HE TEACHES RELIGION STUDIES....isn't he supposed to be like RELIGIOUS??? K, enough bout him......In R.S., watched the video bout Gandhi....My classmates were like critizing(however u spell it) tht he is bald and stuff...I mean, tht's just appearance....Just yesterday....We were doing a play for our Year 8 assembly...and they chose Treating people equally and don't judge people by the colour of their skin, religion, colour of hair etc....but they themselves are doing it, judging people by their appearance....Tht's just not rite......I mean, I am religious.....I am Buddhist and I believe in faith......It's not like I wanna be a lawyer or anything....but I would stood up for Justice....I mean have u seen poverty??? But too bad, I don't have tht courage to stand up....tht's the bad thing bout me....I'm shy!! K....nxt is LUNCH....the worst part....Went to canteen agen....got my lunch.....and bought some sweets! Met Eleanor along the way and we started talking....We r ok at tht time but then.....later, I was like good enough to share my sweets among Laura, Eleanor, Sarah, Kelsie and Amy but then Eleanor wanted more and snatched the whole thing from me and all the sweets fell down....so I don't get to eat it and she didn't even apologise.....I mean it's my money and I shared it even when I didn't want to.....She's just being unfair......I mean, I let her off when she copied my answers for Maths, French, Spanish, Geography, Science, and when copied my ENTIRE HANDWRITING.....and when she cheated in her Spanish exam........and when she critized me cuz I can't play football...and when she keep taking my stuff away from me.....and she's just gone too far now.......She called me a bitch which I admit I am....If I am bitch for standing up to her for my rights.....what is SHE?? I asked her myself.....She said tht She wasn't a bitch....For doing all these things....and I didn't tell her cuz I didn't want to hurt her feelings....but she never cared about mine.......so y should I?? People always says not to take revenge......but she's just gone to far.......I just can't stand her any longer.....I'm just stuck........and Laura....She's ok....She stand by me and treat me as her best friend...but then sudddenly, when I was in stress with Eleanor..Natalie came up and ask who is my best friend here in England....My answer to it was.........tht I DON'T have any best friend here......cuz ALL of my best friends are in Malaysia and tht I only have very close friends here......not best friends.....and Laura heard tht......From then on, I don't think I can believe her.....Her mood changes all the time, suddenly, she's happy and hyper, later, she's sad and moody saying tht she want to die........She and Eleanor blame all the faults tht they made on me......Y??....I have no idea.....maybe cuz They think tht they r always right........so tht's my life in UK......happy??: no......depressed, hurt, dark, upset??:Yes....I mean they have no respect for me.....It's like I am invisble.....I am actually.........from the inside......

Ho!!!!!!

2005-12-01T19:24:00.000Z

Ho...plz stop calling me an EVIL WOMAN cuz I am so NOT! u r! I always waited for ur reply and I didn't keep on complaining cuz I know u might be busy and I AM 2....I hav 2 study......unlike u who hav 2 MONTHS OF HOLIDAY!!!! I still hav school here and homework.......while u can just stay home! K? Neway...can't stop thinking bout him...really....dunno y...I mean for several weeks, I didn't think bout him but then....for some reason, he came back to my life....i guess I was just stressed.....and bored.....Totally in Luv....well...dunno wat 2 write so bye!

Happy Belated Bufday Mum!

2005-11-26T22:56:00.000Z

Last Thu was my mum's bufday....didn't actually celebrate it so now, I'm here to wish u A HAPPY BELATED BUFDAY,Mum! k...bak to my life.....although my blog is about my deepest luv....I don't talk bout it much! Well...actually......yesterday I had a dream bout him....it was actually sweet dream.......[totally in luv] but dunno if it's meant to be..For now, It depends on faith.....and "jodoh!"..lol...I still remember some BM! In English, Sarah and I wrote a poem...It's about the Sea...I love the Sea....It feels so calm....Here's the poem:

A swarm of white horses,
Crashing against the shore,
As my pasr get swept behind,
A lonesome feel comes to mind.

Cold whips lashing against my face,
Over the nightmare horrors that's in a chase,
Red roses growing on my cheeks,
As on the waves there are high peaks.

A tidal wave begins to brew,
The waves, rising in the Briny Blue,
My feet start to run from thhe storm,
For knowing who I am, I don't have a clue.

I love tht poem....It's like u're actually there......Neway...sorry to Ho agen for not calling her tonite.....was out shopping and I woke up late so...SORRY! :( Will try to call u 2morrow...and Syawal....I'll call u 2 if I can! :)

Early Winter!

2005-11-24T16:38:00.000Z

Wow! It's only November and it's like so cold..The temp dropped til -2 degree(or watever u call it!) in the morning and in the afternoon it's 7 or 8....I mean it's freezing outside for me! The news even say tht this Winter is gonna be one of the coldest Winter in decades! Imagine tht....last year, Winter came late....i mean it only snowed on February for a week! The weather forecast say tht on Friday[tomorrow] will probably snow and it's gonna be 0 degree at 5 am! And my coat is in da wash! How am I gonna survive? lol...neway....sorry for not blogging for over a week....kinda busy with EVERYTHING! Christmas is coming and I hav so many shopping 2 do! so..bye!

New template..em..agen?

2005-11-13T13:28:00.000Z

Didn't actually like the last template..kinda small...but it's still nice...so I just changed it...It kinda took bout 4 hours....cuz of the music....Can ne1 actually hear it?? Nothing really happened this week....Well Fri was Non-uniform....other than tht nothing's different...it's just simply boring....well...dunno what 2 write...so bye??

Sorry!

2005-11-11T22:32:00.000Z

Sorry for not updatin for bout 1-2 weeks! Just too lazy and bored....I mean it takes me 1 hour to check and reply all my e-mails on 1 account.......and I hav some prob wif the internet...Neway...really don't feel like blogging since I hav 4 hwks to do...For English..I hav 2 write a 4 page essay bout a book tht I just read...which is BORING! Then I hav Spanish hwk....which is to write a letter to penpal in full Spanish...Then, there's Art which is to paint a Greek paper plate(really weird) and Geography is to finish a poster bout Draughts....ya...all of need at least 1 hour to complete...so it'll be a busy weekend!!!!LIFE IS SO BORING!!!!=(

Hey peeps...

2005-11-02T16:50:00.000Z

Hey peeps...what's going on......i knoe it must be hard for u all as in students from SKTM 2 as in Standard 6......to separate wif ur friends and move on in life....Hey, I gone through it about 1 year ago!And it's so hard for me even now....Miss you all so much!.......Life in Uk well,for today sucks!.....Syawal understands a lot about how life sucks,huh?....I was in a fight 2day....I just hate them so much......they r so annoying.......don't really wanna talk bout it.......so how's ur life? How's ur first week of holiday going??I really go back to Malaysia!!='(

Best Halloween Party EVER!

2005-10-30T15:45:00.000Z

Last Friday was the Halloween party and...it was like THE BEST ONE YET! It was pretty scary when we walked through an empty farm next door and it was huge with path leading u to one place and another and trees were everywhere.....Well, here's da whole story...Got dressed at 4 pm as A PUNK! well...i didn't exactly look like a punk but i think it was close enough...then got driven to where my parents work and had to wait there and eat dinner there as well....At 6.15pm...i was driven to Eleanor's house....although i have been to her house tons of times but at night, it's sound and look kinda scary....i mean the road is surrounded by trees and sometimes animals like rabbits and foxes jump out and might causes accidents....k, arrived to her house early at 6.45 while the party start at 7 pm.......None of them(Kelsie and Eleanor and Natalie(Nat's just helping out)) were dressed so had to help out.....They then got dressed...I waited in Eleanor's room and played her guitar....it's so cool.........Eleanor got dressed as a Dead Pirate..it was quite convincing....i mean she wore a white shirt and put on some red paint with a knife(not a real one!) stabbing her....Natalie was supposed to be a devil...(She just wore red)......Then Kelsie's one was the best...........She dressed as a Goth with a black cloak thingy.....Her make up was like omg....Her eyes were covered with black eyeshadow...surrounding her whole eye(don't really know how to explain...just hope u get da picture)......K, the first person to arrive after me was Kelly..I think she was supposed to be a witch??....then Amy came( I was wishing tht she wouldn't come but she did) and she was a Black Fairy??? She looked alright, i guess......Later,we went in da garage where the food and drinks is.....it's not really a garage but tht's what they call it....(they don't park cars there)......We first played Pass da Parcel....it was like u well,pass da parcel...and when the music stops...the one holding da parcel has to tear off the first layer wrapper and there will contain a sweet or more and a dare....so u MUST do the dare in order to get the sweet...and guess who was the first person tht got stuck with the parcel....ME!....I opened it.....and contained a lolipop....and a dare which wasn't tht hard...it was said tht I have to tell someone tht I love them without smiling...i said tht to Kelsie and it was kinda embarrasing but it was kinda funny.....I did smile but tht still counts....the next layer got stuck with Nat i think..but I don't remember what the dare was....the next thing got landed on Kelsie and it was like the hardest........Kelsie has to give a piggy back ride around the field and the FIELD WAS HUGE! It's like three times as big as my house......and she was wearing heels so tht's a difficult one....She gave one to Eleanor....k, the next dare was stuck with Kelly....i think tht she had to lick socks so she lick her own one.....which is DISGUSTING! then the nxt one got landed on Amy which was em...it kinda contained nothing, so continuing....the next one got landed on me....which was to eat liqui---(dunno how 2 spell it) which I have never eaten in my life...For me, IT WAS HORRIBLY DISGUTING...i felt like throwing up eating tht..........i had to drink orange juice to get rid of the taste........then, the nxt got stuck with Amy?She has to go around da field acting like a Cow! She even had to walk on knees and hands....and MOO!...but she kidna cheated but oh well.....next dare was to run around the field barefoot! Since Eleanor was the one tht Stop and play the music, she didn't had a chance to do any dare...so she did it in her tights....Later the nxt dare was...i don't actually remember i remember it was landed on Kelly....sorry...g2g.....this post is to be continued.....

I'm SICK!

2005-10-26T11:40:00.000+01:00

Nothing much happened lately this week really,just stayed at home...Oh,yesterday, the computer guy came and fixed my old comp so I could go online agen and put on a new comp for my sis so my old comp is my youngest sis who is 6! and the laptop is mine (Yay!)*evil face* just joking.....Well, at last, I have more freedom!Well,Friday is Eleanor and Kelsie's Halloween Party but i dunno if i can or even wanna go............I mean I haven't got a costume and I'm SICK! I hav a sore throat and i think i caught a cold since the weather is like so windy and is always raining everyday!And now,I'm losing my voice....Tomorrow,I'm going to Chinatown for em...well,my mum and younger sis is going 2 the Salon so I guess I'll just follow since I have nothing better to do.........well, tht's really it....bye!

House Arts!! The real thing!!!!!!!

2005-10-22T22:28:00.000+01:00

Yesterday, It was House Arts!! as in the real thing!!! I was pretty nervous since I'll be standing in front of hundreds of people on stage singing but not alone....I had to change in this V neck long sleeves black top and a black trousers and actually wear make up....Never wore make up before,well I wear lip gloss....but I actually had to wear real make up as in mascara,eye shadow,blushes,eye liner etc.....At 9.40, I had to go to M1 (the Music room) and rehersal just before we have to perform on stage....at 9.45, I had to queue(i hope i spell it rite) and wait to go on stage....I was pretty scared,my heart was beating kinda fast and I just couldn't help it.....then we heard the cheers for the house performing before us....so it becaming more excited...then people started going in......and I was like OMG! so I walked in.....and my legs were shaking and my friends said I look as if I was gonna cry! Then I could actually feel my heart beating faster...I kept breathing heavily...so I calm myself down when the piano start playing.......so I just sang but i was still feel scaried....I sang some notes wrong but then at the end when it finished....and I walked out....people were like cheering so loud and I was like so excited!...Later at break, they said the winning houses are between Saxons,Danes and Romans(tht's my house!) so I was like YAY! I only found out tht the performance tht i just performed was like a practice....so the nxt one is the real thing!! At 12.00 I had to go 2 M1 agen to rehersal and tht time we sang it better! so at 12.05 we lined and waited to go on the stage but I tried not get too nervous agen.....When I walked in, I was still nervous.....when we sang the first song, A whole new world...I was like just don't look at the audience....but then i had confidence and sang really loud,well not really loud but still....that was fun........my friends actually said tht they could hear me singing....Later when it ended people were cheering louded than the last time!......I was like OMG! I then walked out and in the corridor I was jumping around like Yay!....That was actually fun,not scary but Fun! then, at lunch time, to walk around in your costume as a performer and every1 was looking at you was like omg! I actually felt tht I was somebody and not invisble......so tht felt great......and then at 3.00pm, the judge will be announcing the winner house....and I was like *cross fingers*....All Year 7,8 and 9 have to go into the stinky gym but for performers, I get to go to the Main Hall where the judge is while in the gym,they can only hear from the speaker box...I was actually shouting ROMANS,ROMANS,ROMANS.....tht wasn't actually embarrasing....except i kind of get a sore throat after tht! lol.....k, back to House Arts.......The headmaster was saying that all the performances were great and good luck to everyone.....then the judge stood up and said like what he enjoyed about every performance, but like after he said the house name like Saxons, people just can't help cheering ( not me! I cheered for Romans!!!!GO ROMANS!) so the thing lasted real long.....At last, he announced different awards for houses and this is it:

*Best Performance for the song All that Jazz*-Saxons
*Best Costume*-Normans
*Best (I don't remember)*-Danes
*Best (i dun remember tht agen)*-Vikings and Danes
*Best compostition*- ROMANS!(the song is I'll be a star)
*Best ( i have no idea)*- Britons

and ..............the winner is......................Britons!! I was like How can it be? just out of a sudden??
i mean they say tht it was between Saxons,Danes and Romans....but Britons?????That just don't
make sense.....I was like so crushed but still I had fun and confidence performing...and I think i'll be joining the next House Arts but depends on what theme and I mean this year is Singing,last year was Dancing but I didn't join....i guess it'll probably be Drama or something......I guess that this is the new me, I mean i changed a lot after moving to England.....

- Fashion
- Hair
- Confidence
- Sarcasm(I hope i spell tht rite)
- The way I talk
- A lover!!
- Understand more bout life and love

ConfusedxLoveR

2005-10-19T16:14:00.000+01:00

Sorry, I can't blog this week, no time..I hav 2 practice for House Arts........I'll try to blog on Sat! Sorry agen.......well,g2g.........

Bonjour!

2005-10-15T20:54:00.000+01:00

Hey! I'm kinda bored here..just changed the music for da blog...don't really feel like blogging so tht's really it...Au revoir!

Sorry...

2005-10-12T21:16:00.000+01:00

Hey all,sorry tht I didn't update for so long...didn't really hav time, I mean I hav so much 2 do...I just did the 2 week homework in one night!10 pages! Imagine that!....well, not much happened this or last week except on Thu or Fri(don't remember which day it was)....In Science, we as a form has 2 do a practical work....but It didn't really go well since Eleanor and Kelsie's work(which was next to mine and Natalie's) burnt! It was on fire!....They put the test tube(a long small bottle glass thingy tht u put chemicals i(I think)) too near to the clamp(a long thing tht holds the test tube)which has a rubber bit at the bit where it holds the test tube and because the test tube is supposed to be right above the fire and they put it too near the fire so the rubber got burnt and it created a great fire well,not tht great!But fortunely,the teacher put it off,later after the the fire was put off, behind me,the was an explosion(not very loud), the test tube which was made of glass broke and cracked....some fell onto some1's hand....luckily It wasn't too bad...the substance in the test tube was dark black! Turns out,they burnt the substance for too long....Other than tht, nothing happened really except on Tuesday which is Nicole's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIKKI/NICOLE!HOPE THT ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE!!!!!miss u so much!.....tht's really bout what happened lately..today just went to after school rehersal for House Arts....so just a boring day...so....BYE!!!!!!!

Trying to get on with life....

2005-10-05T17:24:00.000+01:00

Hey, i'm just trying to get on with reality...instead of dreaming...well, today, morning got school....woke up late...luckily still got 2 school on time...First subject..Art..got into wrong room at first..thought it was Music,went to Music room which is like located at the end of the school while Art room is like the opposite...got to run back to Art...I'm so lucky that my class mates are still in queue..was so tired when I got there...well, Art...we have to learn about Ancient Egypt..had to draw a picture of myself as in using the technique of Ancient Egypt..looked kinda weird but the picture didn't look like me...nxt had Music class...it's ok except tht i had get in pairs to compose this song...the teacher said the composition is great but i had to get the timing right..didn't practice much since my partner went off and then when I went to find her..she came in with the teacher and said I was the problem...I was trying to get the composition right by practicing and ask her to do the chords but she just went off..HOW IS THT MY FAULT??? she said I was stressy...ok, I am..but I just want to get it right by practicing..and want to get a good grade...HOW IS THT STRESSY?? she's always saying tht she's right and I'm wrong....she always want to get into everything and shows off and trying to be girly when she is so not!!!..Ok...later hav Religion Studies...learnt bout Muslims....then had P.E....I actually had fun...in GYMNASTICS!I get to use trampolines(hope i spelt it rite)and a lot of other things...Then hav Lunch...went to House Arts practice...had to sing All that jazz from Chicago( the movie) and A whole new world in Aladdin...we only hav 3 more weeks of practice...then after lunch, hav French...it's ok not 2 bad....then just got home....and tht's bout it...so...bye?

Hey...

2005-10-02T19:38:00.000+01:00

Didn't really feel like blogging..so..bye?

True Luv?

2005-09-30T20:24:00.000+01:00

This week,nothin' happened really...just went to Hastings..it's a town by the sea and It's really nice... I always wanted to live near the sea where you could sit there feeling the breeze,listening to the sea hitting the rocks....for a lot of people it's kind of weird but I wanted just to stand by the sea looking at it as the waves come near...I just really like sea and also rain....I mean not like hurricanes or tsunami....Before I felt Malaysia,I used stand on my balcony when it rains and the feeling is just....undescribable...It could sometimes feel lonely but in a good way.....kinda miserable rite now, yesterday something came up and i feel tht my luv for bout 6 years is fading away....i guess it's just not meant to be...but it's really hard to end it when you're still in love with tht guy which you thought were the one.....

Deepest Luv....

2005-09-25T22:25:00.000+01:00

I can't stop thinking bout him....it's the thing bout love, u get confused and if it doesn't work, u feel as if u don't want to live anymore. I heard the song, Over by Lindsay Lohan and it kind of reflect my love....I kept dreaming of him and I almost cry everyday thinking tht this love can't get any further....It's depressing if you know that u love someone but to know that there is no future with this love so you just have to let go after keeping this love for so long. I also read a magazine and at the back page, there are problems people sent in that need help...There was one which is about long distance relationship...they say that long distance doesn't last..and a question hit me...Are we meant to be?...I feel so confused and nowadays for the past few weeks, after school, I go straight back to my room and turn on music and just hide and most of the time, I sing along with the song and I cry,feeling sorry for myself and just thinking bout him......and our lifes are so different..and I just kept asking myself....Are we meant to be?

House Arts

2005-09-24T19:05:00.000+01:00

I dunno if I should join House Arts.It's like a performance thing...each houses like (groups where u get picked and put into and cannot be changed)...This year is Singing...I always sing but I only sing in private....i hav never ever sing in front of public...well,only when I was 3......but never actually on stage(but of course not alone)....I think I'm kinda bad in singing....but my own house don't hav enough people...Unless we hav 50 ppl or more, we can't compete(hope I spell it rite)...and I want to help but I don't know if I should join since the last time I was on stage but it was dancing and had all the moves wrong!The songs that will be singing is
The song is from Chicago(All that jazz)....there's another song...which is A Whole New World....from Aladdin......

Life here is miserable........

2005-09-23T21:10:00.000+01:00

I hate LIFE HERE! I miss Malaysia so much....about 80% students in my class are all fake...they say something nice in front of you and then stabs u behind your bag....A lot of them likes to show off which I really hate....Here are the names of the people I hate: Lois,Sarah-Claire,Gemma,Cesca,Abbie,Helen,Claudia,Althea,Vikki and Amy.......Tht's bout 1/2 of my class....C how miserable I am?

New template..em..agen?

2005-09-21T20:46:00.000+01:00

Hey....got a new template agen for the fourth time...em...well....today....kinda bored....as always...have Art(study cave painting)Nothin' much really...just drew an egyption person...drew it kinda ugly...oh well! then had Music...had a new teacher...the old one just dissapeared?Weird,huh?then break for 25 mins....after tht had Religion Studies...learn about How Muslim worship?.....then P.E., did Gymnastics which was,(never thought i would say this but) fun?We had 2 jump over a springboard then jump onto about a board which is about 2-3 feet high!...I almost fall over in my first try......later is lunch...wanna join basketball but had something 2 do...because nxt is French but I LEFT MY FOLDER AT HOME....my teacher will give detention,luckily I can borrow from my friend's friend! I pretended it was mine....the teacher didn't even NOTICE!.......tht's school......well,em...dunno what 2 blog.....tht's bout it....so...Au revoir(bye)!

Hey, how's every1?

2005-09-12T22:06:00.000+01:00

Hey! Didn't bother do blog yesterday...had homework 2 do as usual...just had a haircut and it's kinda short...for me...it's like just lil a bit longer than medium shoulder length..and there's a designing competition and I'm so excited...I'm gonna enter this time after I missed two comp. b4....sorry I didn't blog 2 much...just didn't know what 2 blog...neway, it's getting late...and wanna watch tv..!so...tht's all...Bye...

So stressed out...

2005-09-08T16:29:00.000+01:00

It's just been the first week of school and I'm so stressed out and I've got 5 sets of homework to do and 3 sets are for 2morrow!But I still go online since I was off for about 3-4 days..so glad Ho's back online..and Syawal too...well, nothin really happened this week...just got this really nice template of KELLY CLARKSON...just been such fan of her...I love her Breakaway album and all of her songs...and her last album too...I wanted to put the Behind these hazel eyes video but oh well, I also really like this song too, A moment like this so I just out it on....dunno what to blog so..bye!

Hiya...and sorry agen..

2005-08-19T19:08:00.000+01:00

I wonder how many times hav I said sorry bout not UPDATING??...well, on 17th my cousins and grandad and aunts from Malaysia came here for a visit..and yesterday...they went "exploring" London....so my sis and I followed them...we walked for hours...firstly, we went 2 the National Gallery then The British Musuem....we went from 11 til 9 until I got home(We took the train back home)....At home...I burnt the Kelly Clarkson cd...It's awesome....especially the song, Hear Me and Behind these hazel eyes(and I like the video too...)so 2day, I woke up at 2 pm cuz I kinda stayed up late 2 burn the cd...and just went online..I guess...tht's it...bye

Sorry bout not updating

2005-08-12T16:39:00.000+01:00

Ya, as always sorry for not updatin for so long....It's just tht after going shopping in Bluewater(FYI: it's a shopping mall not filled wif water though!) and getting Sims 2...I'm so attached to it tht I play it everyday....yesterday I played it for bout 8 hours not in a row...6 hours then 2 hours break and continue agen! Yes, I'm MAD! Sims 2 is so 3D....and so different then Sims.....i wanna go now...and continue playing Sims 2...=P

Why I miss Malaysia?

2005-08-03T11:34:00.000+01:00

After chatting with Syawal tht day...she had a really good point...She asks why do i miss Malaysia so much( not her exact words but well...it's kinda the main point) so I answer tht it's bored here( once agen not the exact words!) Then she said...What is so bored? and tht question came 2 me....WHY?.....In Malaysia, I could go online whenever I want..go shopping wif my family as in my whole family..My family also have time for me and sisters..but now they work from 11am til 3pm then work agen from 4 pm til 1 am...and their health is getting worst for only sleep for about 5-7 hours and they sleep at 3 am....and rarely hav a day out but in Malaysia...every Sunday.....the whole family go shopping...like Mid-Valley....or goes to visit the other part of the family....and also in Malaysia, I can chat to my friends on the phone for HOURS then meet them at school and play tons of game like Occupations which was great fun...and we can hang around in rehat....I really missed tht.....Here,I just stay in my form room...while Nat and Eleanor play football....they always critizes me cuz I can't kick(like they play football for years! I just started playing for a month! THT'S SO UNFAIR....cuz they can pratice in their garden cuz It's so big...mine is so small tht I always kick the ball over the fence to my neighbours' garden....Ok...back to WHY?....I don't like eat a lot cuz I only pick foods tht I like....but like after coming here...my taste has to change....cuz the food here is TOTALLY different....so tht's about the answer to WHY?....ok then...bye.......

Been out this week

2005-07-29T21:45:00.000+01:00

I havn't really blog properly this week....well, on Tue I watched Fantastic 4 and It really was FANTASTIC and really funny 2! All the characters are so cool...especially the Invisble Woman and The thing....I can't explain...it's just so incredible! Well, today,went 2 the River Festival(it's kinda like a funfair) I saw my 4 classmates dancing on stage...wonder if they saw me...and tomorrow I'm going bowling and having a sleepover in my friend's house for her birthday party...It's my first ever sleepover so I'm kinda excited...but unfortunely...I can't online so tht means I can't blog which its a real drag..but nvm...well....BYE!

Hi...so bored...

2005-07-27T09:08:00.000+01:00

Hiya...so bored...really not into blogging 2day...

YEAR 8! SECOND YEAR IN SECONDARY SCHOOL!

2005-07-22T22:15:00.000+01:00

Wow! It's unbelievable....I'm YEAR 8! no longer the "cute lil people" as most older people call Year 7...Now's the time we call the new Year 7! Well, school ended at 2 pm....walked for bout 30 minutes to Natalie's house...then changed(duh! Tht's no way I'm going 2 town/mall in my uniform!)....then had to walk to town bout 45 minutes then went bowling...I was third out of four..My score was 1 point between the second ....ah! Then went to pizza hut...ate 2 much..then went shopping....Nat and Eleanor is such immatures...they ditched me and Kelsie and thought we be scared..YA,RIGHT!...no way! ....We just walked straight pass them..went shopping...soon then only we find them...Found them l8r, had 2 walk BACK AGEN....for 45 MINUTES.....after playing football which I'm quite poor at.......had 2 walk home...which take bout 50-60 minutes...but seem quite fast...cuz Kelsie and I talked all the way....Felt so sad tht 14 teachers is leaving school this year..*sobbing*...especially Miss Hoyle and Miss Leclerc.....they r like the best teacher ever! so sad.......tht's bout it....If any of the teachers leaving from MGGS read this(probably won't)....Just want to say this.........I WILL MISS ALL OF YOU, THANK YOU FOR MAKING MY FIRST YEAR AT MGGS SO SPECIAL!! AND GOOD LUCK IN THE FUTURE AND ALL THE BEST! from Allison.........

So....how's every1?

2005-07-19T17:10:00.000+01:00

hi peeps.....or ppl.........so....how's life? Here is ok...not particularly great.....Life here is always not PARTICULARY GREAT!!!! really not into blogging 2day...so...g2g.....

Feeling sad...

2005-07-18T17:48:00.000+01:00

The lonelyness within' me,
Is not only felt in my heart,
It's felt it my blood,
How lonely I felt?,
It was depressing,
It was killing me,
I was pressured,
By doing chores for two hours,
By doing homework everynight,
and...By my life,
Maybe I should forget the past?,
I tried and cried,
I just couldn't,
The past is in blood,
The past is me,
Memories are longed remembered,
It had never been forgotten,
From the day I was born...,
Until now,
The lonelyness had never ended......

New Template

2005-07-17T10:36:00.000+01:00

wow! I really like this template! It so cute....I spent 4 hours trying to fix this template! Hope u like it!(The picture on the left was my result in Quizilla.)

Help!

2005-07-16T15:18:00.000+01:00

I cann't seem to get a new template for my blog or a tagboard....ne1 can help???

Hello....

2005-07-15T19:34:00.000+01:00

Hi, i had never wanted a blog but soon felt bored wif my website cuz i don't regularly update it so just created this! Well, today was...QUITE DIFFERENT! since I'm in Year 7(secondary school), and will soon be Year 8 this September, the Year 6 from variety of primary schools came to my school 2day for Introduction Day since they are coming in nxt year 4 Year 7. I had a lot of room change. According to my timetable, I hav History and English in da morning from 9.00-10.00(History) & 10.05-11.05(English)...I'm begining to like English since we're working on Uniform for school and we could design our own uniform! U knoe how i like 2 design! After break(11.05-11.25) is same old same old....after tht, I hav Food Technology( Cooking Class) which is supposed to be in A7 but we had a room changed at B4 but agen, SOME1 WAS LIKE IN THERE...so we wandered around school for 10 minutes while others were in class....the receptionist found us and gave us a room...so we had to WORK! Other than that, nothin were special...until Maths! The whole form and the teacher couldn't find a room 4 us 2 study so every1 ask if they could SIT OUTSIDE IN THE SUN ON THE GRASS! i was like tht'll be great and the teacher was kind so she let us....until I realise there were BUGS! a spider actually crawl on me...i flicked it off wif my hands! EW! and I found a poisonous bug/slug...it was blue wif orange spots....Ok...I'll stop talking bout Bugs and School now...and tht's bout it really...